Monday, July 24, 2017

Fall So Deeply

By interior motion, to affect another’s physiology, while soundless waves agree—this texture as cold silence, while evolved as creatures, to utter contention—that steep definition, as cried by sharks, to examine existence—that welkin ear, those sky-nostrils, that whiff of insanity—to languish while at motion, this terrible frustration, as sipping for immediate closeness—this self of virtues, while esteemed a miracle, to have for eyes this sense of dying: if but to crosses, while living by bread, accustomed to creating rituals—as but to fly, while psyched within, by rites to influence another’s cadence; this grit to persevere, as becoming by alikeness, as but a dream that refuses to awaken: that subtle curse, as rejuvenation, a bit to loneness those silent hours: our showering brains; those fiery ventures; that culture of children newly oriented. It comes by curiosity; to arrive by intervention; where one becomes a vehicle of driving forces: that painful feeling; that wearying silence; or such by allegiance to become by prisons—this sharing of souls, as steep as oceans, to alive a desert-sky; that pinch of madness, as craved our arcs, while just enough to saneness; where portraits melt, as pictures speak, engraved by ruby-pained eyes—that mucus dripping, those chains rattling, by crows a pile of vultures—to extinguish justice, or to clone fires, while at dreams attempting to cage silence—this place as foreign, to emit a frequency, by aches a man lethargic for weeks; as deep affliction, this karnac space, as dreary to utter and cagey to sentence, while visions are sore, and permanence seems to have breath. Our deer ganders, while grazing on lies, as becoming this unsighted monster; that space of intelligence, our human heads, our bodies at flux with dragons: (Those deep fires, as changing electricity, to feel by essence those shifty currents; to know affection, as affected by reaches, to disguise this portal in minds. Our thetic richness, so consumed a verb, to love by nouns—this achy sentence, at once to hear that voice, as now a plethora of metaphors; while silence grinds, as shivering bones, our moments to losing agreements; that sore as leaking, that brain as shifting, that volt that split his hemispheres): if but to love, as falling into acres, where brilliance announces immortality: that special allegiance, as so to perils, while to know for certainty an inner cadence; by days of activity, to come to that easy chair, at terrors to fall so deeply. 

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