Wednesday, July 12, 2017

Contradiction As Human

While for cryptic warfare, our moods heavy, our currents bleeding; as blood to life, or blue rivers, to shiver his bones. I love remotely, this feeding on frequencies, our hearts rumbling; as seated so closely, laughing at mirrors, at points dying to mirrors; that musicality, that valley of instruments, that mobile pantheon: if brought to essence, to love professions, our wheels flooded with persons. I’d die to leave us, this autumn wind, as dying to keep us; those friends lying, that tale to space, our encrypts bleeding. It must bend justice, that anthology of livers, to ask of what becomes: this pale island, as colored in torments, our psychs pleading our resurrections: if but to perish, as Olivia’s arc, while fevered to puddles barley rising. I felt a dream, to perish a scream, as beams floored injustice: that spark of dying, as crying that web, too involved to see infinity: that parish of treasures; that priest at deaths; that mystic afforded vernacular transcripts; to rise as falling, as kissed by frumps, those mystics hiding in shady diners. I could to live, a child as a friend, her mother as skeptic: if but for self, as comparing dynasties, while a treasure to jealousies;
that fatal invention, to court another’s life, where to retreat becomes warfare; this harsh reality, if but those gifts, to wonder about this pash of irony. Our love to Rihanna; our debates to Beyoncè; as life this Hourglass to Trixie: as born those meadows, appalled by brooks, at fevers with fathers; for death kills, while killing deaths, to ask a child to explain such perils; this fist of flowers, at graves by morning, as too, by invention to evade capture; that running life, at lights with angst, at fears that prolix of words:
if but to cherish, that welkin frame, if more to enter that romantic womb; but this is fire, that death they granted, while all the more, products of trespass. It’s not meant to cherish, while to perish as blocks, this cagey but jutted feeling; where love is capture, as infused a dream, our parents writhing insanely: that achy arch; those tragic appeals; such by travesties to raise a son: that citron archive; that battle at Troy; such apish calamity;
where daughters tremble, while mothers envy, this place in time aborting its legacy;

as one left life, to conjure by mystery, too involved to witness destruction.     

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