Sunday, May 15, 2016

Symbol

It became a dream—this marvelous dream, as deeply unseen; to fashion legacy, this linage of souls, graphed into God’s makeup. It must exist—this touching of a dream, to bid us wellness; where hearts are purple, as vivid as valor, this external voice; to harness pride, as merely a vessel, chiseled for other’s perfection. It must be real, this inner castle, as definition for faith; this firm experience, as to wrestle introjects, as to practice Gestalt tactics. We mustn’t perish, with so much to give, as radiant as four-hour-prayer; but there’s a death, leading to perfection, as to live invisibly; where there’s a death, leading to reprobates, in dire need of confession; but there’s a dream, as lived as forces, guiding us to eternity. This immortal dream, founded in concrete trials, lavished upon with abstracts. Our feud was destined, where anger trumps what’s righteous; wherewith, are gifts—the agonies of existence, probing a mind of liquor; as to mention sobriety, as barely a memory, to indulge her daily; this space of fullness, this marvelous soul, as vibrant as vajrayana. We took to madness, enchanted deeply, a secret for every truth; herewith, was partial, to living in silence, as giving but fifty percent—to live it blindly, but deeply angry, with our reckless selves; where self has done so much, as to ruin self, where blindness is priority; but there’s a dream, this inner paradise, trekking through turmoil; as there’s a dream, scribbled in symbols, as sacred as silence; to live it boldly, fevered by chills, the winds of darkened trials; as born a giant, unbeknownst to self, as humble as Marshal Arts; to pardon pain, this plural manifestation, to acknowledge a series of destinies.        

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