Saturday, May 14, 2016

Meandering this Psychic Dimension

I love us sinning, this veil of pictures, as to decorate a psyche; to love perfection, as an imperfect soul, feigning perfection.     I found us laughing, as born contradiction, this petit joy.     We couldn’t be free, as such as freedom, to die so perfectly.     Our pious minds, found with friction, to sex so violently; wherewith, is pain, this treasured affliction, as to churn through feelings. Its miracle rain, therewith, are scars, the beauty of tragedy; this perfect love, whereat, are poisons, to subvert a soul.     I cried in lust, to wobble in agony, torn by a flickering flame.     We raved this dream, this pit of wails, as mystic as morphing traumas.     There’s sudden passion, this passion of tales, bonded through features-adrift; this friction of hearts, to travel so far, as close as two bones.     I hear measures, as buried in fire, the winds taking refuge; to feel us soar, this empty lot, confused as talking out loudly. Its 51/50, as blank our midnight, labeled at a help center; to freeze in motion, as to capture love, a moment of insecurity; as to feel hell, for mourning love, to feel unworthy; but so is life, its deepest reality, wherewith, is favor. We dream of passion, pulled by its calling, where hearts are wooed; as to speak of freedom, a slave of instincts, as to ruin a perfect love. It’s the purity of darkness, this framed dilemma, as impractical as fantasies; but more the practical, this pragmatic dimension, where love is mathematics; but how for this, our matters of heart, to awaken at a funeral; where all has perished, to become a ghost, a feature of a memory; where death forgets, the luxury of souls, while love struggles to remember. Its a thousand moments, wrapped in another’s arms, longing for clarity;—I’m such a stranger, even to self, as to wrestle our aura. It’s mustn’t be real, as for so many years, bottled in turmoil; but what for essence, this innocent dove, as confused as adulthood.              

I’d Save The Reader Years

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