Wednesday, May 4, 2016

Internal Waves

Moods shift through winds—to have lived as holy, this nature under siege; that too far mansion, our terror of a latch, as veiled in chaos. It’s that inner flogging, that constant patrolling, as to chastise self; where pressure builds, concealed in tension, to become eczema. We sigh to laugh, filled with flowers, as a friend to mourn; for there’s a spell, for feeling goodness, this thing to attain; as our river shifts, through inner islands, a cave for every tear. It’s a raspy voice, a sullen charm, this casual art form; to mend through grays, a center detached, as searching for sympathy. Oh for moods, as antisocial traits, to marinate in feelings; this sky of sorrows, as forfeiting dreams, as receiving chaos. It couldn’t be real, this gated community, our public square; to know for liberty, as to sale a potion, refusing freedoms. Oh for moods, to shift a stomach, as to enter a maze; where all is terror, wherewith are scars, a system under siege. He couldn’t see it, as it churned through worlds, while demons laughed. It mustn’t be—a sea of ripples, this outward angst; but so it is, to tremble softly, tripping through dimensions. Our core is riddles, streaming through traumas, as utter reality. Alarms screech—as to echo a heart, flickering through brains. We wish as to see, this inner peace, to find this flux. It couldn’t be life—wherever it lives, spinning upon a crux. He found for patience, this endless valve, digging at a wound; to feature as torn, these awakened stars, this inner ocean; as born to fly, a web of tales, purposed as symbols. It couldn’t be, as this fervent fever, these periods of turmoil; but ever it is, such addled measures, to maintain strength.   

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