Sunday, May 1, 2016

Chance this Spring

I found her in silence, as looking distraught, pulled back by life. I cried in person, as to flee the self, staring at justice: this lustful woman, a series of nightmares, a partial nymph. We cried the silence, a moment in time, glaring at tattoos. The walk was stern, as posed in stillness, to see a senseless grief; as for sense bound, this hell of hounds, an unarmed soul. I graphed a feeling, filled with anger, for the heart went astray; but what for norms, to want for days, this provocative woman. She stirred a poet, this tenuous feeling, as confined to instincts. We laughed in fiction, this V. I. P tour, to return to nothing. I’ve known so little, this affair of friction, to receive such a detour: this vault of waves, as teary the measure, a woman held hostage—by tears the flames, as surely detached, to wrestle within an urging nerve. She stood in brilliance, a private addict, the treasures of our souls; to find me torn, as one for sores, in order to build a nation. She withdrew in silence, as age to beauty, as one familiar. I broke the silence, afraid of eyes, staring at hips. The tides would shift—a wharf of souls, as yearning for entrance; to shake for turns, as going deeper, a flood of fevers; to wash the loins, as found in graves, to endure the small death. We live it churned, as seeking a blank check, a neckline of woes; but still to chase, to thrust within, as fallin’ into a comma. The earth is young—the sins are great—as dying for a mirage: the tales of pain, the Greeks of age, the Jews as codifying wisdom. I have for touch, this inner need, petrified by lust. If not for love, than a week of tears, to agitate prose; to die this life, a moment in time, to regret the future; as one to mourn, even Colombo, searching for a thread.        

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