morning comes like
synthetic skies most gracious for mystery. one in sheep’s skin, hovering over
brains, more delicate than a linchpin. romantic eras romantic eyes a soul
enchants with familiarity. most terrific terror, artistic angst, made aside a
jamesia.
I reminisce on
fuses, those seconds made intense, a fair model at love with greed. like
sightless climaxes in a dreary town, the watchkeepers are anxious. street life
and streetcars roaming the naked city. needing aggression, if to conquer souls,
most unfair wishes.
a soul must
subjugate, as taken in turn, two become murderous for their ownership. I’ve
sought consumption. too different for utterance. wanting desperately, never
capturing. it seems uneasy, made swiftly, a decision questioning honor.
sex is hard to
discover. two are enthralled—another couple, same people, it’s more another
excitement. or, one is electric, seductive, with life in their bones—made
passive, submissive, enduring; another is passing by, laughing dangerously,
with fever for a whole generation.
by mental slant, I
see differently, I seem distant; I know remarks, I feel pressure, emotion is
meant to connect, to persuade, one doesn’t drop out of the marathon. I become
suspicious, running through corridors, listening to each request.
many will mayfly,
by sheer eloquence, they will have existence.
I will brood,
analyze, so much I lose existence.
[but]
I see her, leaving
me astray, arguing with a passionate delay. I see her gunning through forests,
jogging in jungles, she pets the jaguars, the panthers, with glint and fever in
her eyes. I see her writing a vignette or reprograming software at a place
unbeknownst to souls; she’ giggling, sipping Moet struggling to let go—this
feud in itself, as an existential conundrum, so detached scribbling pure
passion. her mind is open. she loves freely. most put too much stock in
familiarity. it seems natural. it hurts to skies. a soul might try harder to
grow wings.
by dear effusion,
destined to die, I need our ghosts to knit into us—the fair attraction, the
fairer moon, too much involved with broken dreams.
