let it be realism
through cuffs to see a powerhouse. no cures in us, aloof in us, so deep it must
be ignored. never a place as calling it comfort with needs bleeding into my
ankles. cuts in flesh, million-dollar problems, so fucked up she loves me. so
addicted so misplaced such aphasia—a touch in spirit, makes souls high, with
meth on its mind. never another unto pain, never a mentor unknowingly, got so
far in—I tried to ghost—into a planet an afflatus grieving, a nightmare in its
trauma. I saw her languishing. I
saw her possessed. I saw her sexy. I saw her doped out. I know professionalism.
I know nights in broad day with a moon at my feet. sure at her guts, sour at dysphoria,
coming to a space in illusion.
she might sit, knees together, grabbing her thighs. she might look over
her eyebrows into my spirit. she might bounce like a hit of soul so close I feel
her energy. she might slant her neck looking left playing with her hair. I give a damn. nothing spoken—nothing
unveiled. to hear it is like a
giggle, in a woman, so enchanting, nothing happened. she might be so angry she looks
beautiful where danger is too alive to miss it. I’ll leave men to thoughts, in a
universe, with rain trickling into my bed quarters. I know what I know. I heard what I saw.
I see what remains a mystery.
activate a soul,
talk love, despair over it hast to end. running through gardens picturing a
xyst like laughing—it feels terrific. so much a touch. a soul stays strong.
like magic in a cup. so conversational.
so much a method. with a soul claiming his future. no boundaries for lovers. all hail to
lovers. to have what no man can attain. a damn delusion. walking slowly. in a
ghetto area. to stop at a
poolhall. to see her damn near possessed. to smell wafting perfume. so
dangerous so sick I hit a room—surefire passion a giggle in her gait a touch in
her breath. they think it
fantasy. they’ve never touched it. I give people space to decide on life.
so much a frame so
damn brilliant most are intimidated. I laugh. like a humble laugh. I disappear
with aura in its air.