I drift into
sullenness or crashing into love those frets those balances while I need to
lose it! some great creature some sultry creature or remind me where fantasy
becomes real creatures. so sublime so surreal or a tragic, albeit, almighty hallucination.
by consumption to become sick for a given odor—so influenced so diva or so
close to earth the world is spinning. such dome magic so dear to swimming while
business aches in a relationship. to need consumption to dread passivity while
never much to ensure falling. branches of the bark. guts in pools. or lesbians
so into flying. I make most problems, as built into perception, while one is
trying too damn hard. such a craft to flee as fragile so much to want such
attraction—to die with Gandhi or to arrive with Helen while so yellow into a
saffron pillow. I hear aeipathy I cringe
in apathy but if to rise as a man so uncut so uncultured where music would
capture the guts. I see it retracting I sense it coming where a man walks into a
coffin. so blood blue so bailed last night so much a room while acquitted but
terrified. those rails as running while Angelina hopped a train. I met a man a riddle he spoke of the Swan.
we danced in veils he disappeared I was never as sameness. I love a woman. but
it wouldn’t sustain. for life becomes multiple obligations. those screams our
bodies while we can’t resist. to love a woman that loves many while everyone is
categorized. so long as gunning such misfire the battle of the roses. but a man
so attracted it became a curse. to face the odor to love the odor or sacrificed
falling short of the odor. I need Medicaid or something to cover as priced to
deception. so rare into a fantasy, but she marked the calendar, or two the day
the child was born. to ask for devotion while Jesus is on hiatus where a man is
trying his damndest!