so close to invisible
such wakeful depression so much a mistake. the feeling is sameness. such nerve
of a cannibal. while eating intestines.
too surreal those days or
too sick such vomit while liquored up. the root was infected the climb was
certain death, no one quite cared.
so dysfunctional such a
clear sword while deception sounds so sweet, so beautiful, as it was an escape
into its avalanche.
“I love you” means
eclipse as ants stared so many salutes in stillness.
we give life or soul without nothing to give. it isn’t
of substance. it’s quite shallow. while it debates the authenticity in others.
eternal forgiveness is a start. sure reaching stupidity works. or skies by no
greater creation: as in a dahlia those tar eyes while so sticky such filth
where he apologizes. a slight smile to know that, for her actions a man would
accuse himself. as leaving gut in such a space where cringing or dying is quite
irrelevant.
I came out laughing it
was weird but mother laughed with me. such damage in a hammock—those secrets
those trees bearing witness. the ground would listen those leaves would be
shocked, while skies preached understanding. indeed, science would go mad or calligraphy
would seem haywire, where harm would creep indefinitely. (never a second
thought as looking for a clamp such realization—it’s too late!)
poisonous herbs a mushroom for delirium or soft spoken
a minor irritation. such aconitum such independence while getting in requires a
level of dependence. so close as so dear as enough to totally desecrate our
covenant; or loving you so sick for you but addicted to irregular habits;
trying to be good but wrong in excellence so bent over gripping knees as
pleading for miracles. the woman in her sanity or glimpses coming out or merely
an act getting closer to a man just in town. so much in grandparents as
believing anything while a hunch is suffocated by loyalty.
a mimosa flower a friend his casket to pouches filled
with herbs.
so knitted to you so much shame as neighbors giggled
while so spent a man up the hall. one ten blocks over or one a family fever as
accused of major indiscretion. somewhere an illness somewhat uncontrollable
while a soul must grip unorthodoxy—the life so begotten so bequeathed while
wildness meant so little. so burned so cheated plus a restraining order; but
Love is sick or Love needs counseling while Love is stabbing into traffic. a
Malibu trip an Alhambra excursion, or right so close in Compton. As to ask a
man, for his humble loyalty where Love is dying so hard; while goodness aches
where reality is vague a soul might chunk up the ghost.
