Trying to Get to that Space!
I would express
love or speak love but unknown to love. that swelling religiosity while Love is
holy but oh so reckless. such building the edifice the scream; so adaptive so
compatible where Love is lama, python, or alligator. so shook inside while we
adore each other as to worship an ideal. so young as raised together our
families so traditional. by greater grandparents to mother & father, where
all were dearly committed. such Ivy League creatures such stalwart ethicists so
much atop philosophies. or we look stupid lying to religion so sunk in needs of
independence—the beauty of strength the laughs in greed where we forgive
humanness. so sweet to me so damn near crazy for me such unreality tasting like
piano. by cognitive science or psychoanalyses at Freud with a giggling regret;
to die in June to parade in November so drunk off of pain; our March springs to
sit in rain where loving you is indestructible; so many arms in you such sorrow
or tyranny in you while you fiend to hurt self. our monogamy screams our three
children our marriage as sitting on high. to bleed blueness to arrive in
sadness but such yogic mystics. to arrange a meeting to summons gods at life
with the fury of the leopard. exhausted by love passing out off of love so
clean while filthy about love. such bodily wars such deep aches as seated all
night getting affairs in order. where a child approaches, kisses our cheeks,
& walks back to his dreams. the cologne your passion, those intrinsic looks
I crave, while hurt one is growing—to announce to self the parallels of
adoration. such palatial eyes such a body such a brain—to die with me on frontline
with me a shrine a cure a curse in me. by calibers by crocodiles so much a
compassionate dinosaur; so clinical our private reality where it was never betrayed;
the woman is my shadow, those lovers they call, while we entertain our shrills.
such magnolia cries such zinnias in fall or autumn an orange leaf. such social
nuggets so proud to have lived so gathered by departure.
