Monday, October 19, 2020

Carrying Hurts

 

so monotone so relaxed so built into uneasiness. too delicate we need aggression concerning our weather. a man would live for you but carrying hurts it becomes its destination. by colorful personality with a dear darkness so tender in its evenings. as above art or subject to prose or so involved it becomes its cure. too many to suffer while it becomes common threading so beautiful, we are! to perfect a sentence as it stands alert while reading you is pleasurable. your style. your images. your nonexistent hubris. so much to have lived as a dear contemporary where so much pain is turned into aesthetics. I met a woman a brilliant position such a careful composer. our female Beethoven our mental Warhol our rich, indebted mysticism. another is so innocuous as made dangerous, she just observes. I read her poem. I buffed my discrimination. I found something holy. I’ve met psychs such dear abandonment while needing to regroup; such delicate weekends, so purposed with flame as accused of something a bit gray. our psychologists as machines where if one felt it, it was obvious. so held in suspension so suspended in time while regrouping comes with dexterity. some plugin or surf sands or ski concrete. indeed, as we disappear as with shadow realism or we try desperately to sing. our days so matched as in comparisons while knowing you has been deliverance. another would assess me or determine a flaw while needing such assessment. so clear to me this excellence we seek where one would chip away at your paint. or a slight irritation to hear a reflection while we’re speaking of chimneys. such sweet music such philharmonics as one gets lost for a morning.

it was deep lethargy or tender malaise so dearly unsteady. when something obscure occurs. some particle so inside. while it hasn’t an origin. or something we can’t reach, so indistinct so abstruse so tangible. so much its piano so grand its saxophone while loving you has never been easy. those chills those quilts our luxury in vagueness!  

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