most cheerless
struggle most morose challenge so low so dejected or smiling filled with
bleakness. too accustomed to misery, its feeling is normal, as it dissipates, I
miss my friend. such sickness so scorched so damaged so beautiful. by wistful
creatures by darkness while a haunted clown; those dreams, Love, our screams,
Love, by touch to try at joys—the unhappy savant those crazed feelings while needing
through pensive weather. so disconsolate so deceived as to believe this is
life; so genetic so ghosted-out where reality is a jar of melancholy. to love
like pensiveness to agree with fury or too low to summons but irritability. by
dismal creature by despair into a nightfall such winter in a homesick soul. to
know by familiarity. to heave into sunshine. such triumph its breakthrough.
such a shift to gleeful seconds where it feels even. unsubdued at a blank map
those roads so decent to forgiving. but a suspicious soul but alienation where
one keeps his distance. to carry to edify to regret. our magic so sullen while
smiling like rain such a pluvial imagination. so happily somber so golden in a
curse where most are wondering, how has it happened? by neurotransmitter by
pleasure center, albeit, it was overloaded. so bitter in an instance or so
proud for essence while balanced, nonetheless.
to admire beauty to become a new garment or to grab a
lamp. such new wine such sweet tangerines as boundaries evokes a noose. to
adore a happy man to despise a sad man while expecting him to carry us. such
worship so estranged with cultic behaviors. to sense a spirit to rebuke a
spirit to feel as something leaps; in or out, out or in, the music is too
lethal to ignore. so cast a net, on the side of the boat, catch too many to
carry!
