such
by a building or effigy or ideal; as haunted by freedom, the amusing project,
where deep freedom is obedience, structure, or power—a filled wallet or boredom
or minds fraught by chess pieces. I reappear looking glossy a bit tipsy on
existence; so born to persist where leisure is fortunate but offered to few
ants: such working frenzies, or assurance in a compliment, or something
forfeiting insistence. but freedom is an enterprise. it designates socio-economic
control. it means liquor or drugs or too much depreciation—of self while
hanging by balconies or overly appreciative of razors—the choice such power
while I live for her or him or children quite independently; so misbehaved as a
slave to instincts for this is freedom by desire—as hedonists or book literate
machines so analytical even sex is science; a project a niche or a spur digging
into human ethics. by justification as to ruin his guts or to require something
we can’t uplift. such internal pickets such occasion to hate ourselves where
behaviors become instruments.
by bullhorns as
racing through hallways where doors keep slamming; but it was ever such joy
some video recording while angst built, it lived where death was sweet
existentialism. our raving exhaustion or compound prisons while cultists
retreat, suffocate, or go mad—such power such a mosaic life, such cloister or
gamble or exile. our appointed freedom. our mental field trips. where we must
be correct. I dig a ditch. I sit
therein. I’m dusty preaching at ants. I realize frenzy or rage or conundrum;
but I impose I ask questions I put more on the mind of Jesus. such a
supposition or such a disposition while I’ve designated self to watch or spew
over a stew of spirit-ingredients. but what by freedom this mansion where we
see rooms or cages or more freedoms; to fallback on morals while such a heathen,
if this is of a mindset? such deeper
decisions coming at a snail’s pace by pure frets!
