Friday, July 17, 2020

Shelter Seeming Inauthentic


I must rethink or arrive at you so tender our swift dilemma. those pre-instrumentals such chains/cages or unfit dear-we-love! as to wink about life, where we ignore deficits, while imagining it would be cells for us; such a gorgeous prison at a cliff inside while needing resilient skin. by a daffodil those pictures those mystics fret failure. or a blimp as clouds of smoke if but to unveil, or be deceived, where life is repudiated; as rare dynasties to feel shyer while so content with a conscious choice: the blackness in whiteness or the engine in flavescence or ethnic heritage appearing where it damn well please. I figure for children our ages determining our loyalties while we fret a fresh-start-over. so, a man walks his waves or a sunflower is a symbol while eyes are
            aqua-brown. by value such jasper essence to have so much of this hell or to live so close to mother: sublime narcissism or neural genetics while we flee towards psychology to understand dilemmas. at bio-metaphysics or psycho-epistemology while hanging tough to practicality. the complex human those khaki suits or silken blouses—if but to adore passion if but absence from mistakes or better, if but we acknowledge our boundaries. I was born maize. it was its adventure. while I often feel so close to a stranger. as creatures funning or minds shunning where memories are damp or florescent. our blackdamp closets, or so new to it, while reality is still gorgeous. such pastel shivers or raspberry loquats where it was unknown our ghettoes were so avoided. but Love
                        is topaz minerals or turquoise miracles or something too delicate to summons. as to wish for words, if but to strike an inclination, while tomorrow is bright unity. it goes from intensity to Jung to blasé; those idioms meaning their lot those pillars made of salt or arrangements in a mind while I must refuse the clause! such a whisk as in a tsunami as I ponder more those white/gray moons. unwet tears or overloaded spirits where it waters suddenly. to remember we have differences. we dislike our circumstance. while we invest nothing in our solution. if but to find

solvent or to unvet idiocy while we are more concerned by opinions. it should feel good, as to exist, where strangers control our lives. but a social cauldron or airborne remorse, like a comet to hit one desperation!           

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    The strength to withstand the winds; a spell as it effects/affects some creature. A sudden moment filled with absolute certainty, so wro...