Saturday, August 26, 2017

We Fight Our Pains, Forgetting That Feeling By Love

I’m deep to fantasy     elusive by cadence     sudden a cautious thump; such cryptic music, by feathers our souls, peering at daughter legacies; this crying wolf, that inner coyote, our theologies battered by morals: if but sensations, as divorced of desires, I’d fly aloof to treasures; where hearts laugh, as infused by fire, this overwhelming familiarity.     I clash abroad, at volts to Africa, leering but tortures at Latin lusts—this bakery soul, fluffing our dough, too enchanted to ache through niceties: as argues canines, or rages chimpanzees, our essence inflamed with promise—this terrific soul-pain, as more to brain-chains, as upfront as panicky sea lions: our coils slanted, at tears for concerns, a bit offended where attention flourishes: that steep control, as laughs our favor, while torments break satin pillows.     I’d ache to love     if love thrusts purple     as mourns our souls that trepid daughter: our tepid encounters, that Brazilin minx, our terrors flowered through that Asian lawyer—if but to die, affected through chaos, a bit so effective by hatred; those Indian chants, that yogic instructor, our perils to sailors as non-existent—where money bleeds, as diamonds torture, while jewels lament—that terrible concern, as becoming myth, while hearts are at cadent cliffs: this leaping sadness, our internal war, where passions exult this common religion: if but to hearts, those glossy eyes, changed by admiration: this Rihanna fever, where none might fathom, this rift in souls as forever detached—that welkin mystic, that leprechaun psych, as life by therapeutic motives—that gentle wiccan, this tragic warlock, that psychologist bleeding madness: if but to live, such terrible magic, such pagans ramped through Jerusalem—as captured that Light, or infused that Darkness, as both to whales this hectic discipline—our disciple cults, as occults at honor, while mind-control distorts this inner cathedral: as but neuroses, while anxious a certain thread, as each possesses a similar cadence—those subtle nuances, that tickle by clouds, this falling while white rocks rattle—in turn to perish, a preacher beneath his pulpit, a doctor confronted by otherworldliness—where mystics shutter, as to shiver silence, where trembling becomes this appropriated signal—that achy passion, that laughing professor, those signs as symbols of therapy: that conscious jest; that slight churn by necks; that placement of feet—as torn to mystery, this esthetic psychology, our treasures becoming neurotic: by pure features, to know by powers, this thinking agent at hearts abroad—to silence intentions, while awakened to madness, this spirit leaps by faces—that deep inversion, our minds at souls, this place in self as demented reality—that casual whisper, that terrible tremble, this person soaring through energy: to speak this language, this inner person, while souls are afraid of existing as brokenness.     I sense by kindred(s), our mutual existence, this steep concern with vetting this cryptic reality: that thump that waits, those persons our consciousness, this link at travels by zenic laws: that sudden shift, as to have been by joys, while sudden to knees feeling agony: if but such music     as dying its course     to return to spaces prior to wombs: this edgy emotion, to thrust while astride, where hearts thump at sudden responses; to love through churns     so steep this purpose     as mentioned a though that cultic queen.


I felt a fireball     this event by passions     at once     fraught by fears; this cordial monster, as effects our energies, while terror to arcs that flame: if but to actions, this electric yogi, by cries reaching through mystic cisterns; as individuals, this chess by wars, to thump by remembrance; as lakes to brains, or brains to souls, this fever as born casual allies—those glacier events, seated in warm lagoons, while at purpose to uproot those false impressions—if but receptive, as leaping through comets, by ashes to redeem this immortal sequence. 

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