Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Becoming Familiar

Such casual friction, this demon of angels, our phoenix by a lion’s body—where dreams are fiction, by realist particles, such fever to abort feelings; this miracle drift     our poke-a-dot shadows     our atypical archetypes—as furious visions, by electric volts, such language to agree, I know you; this beige certitude, as uneasy witnesses, a tale too subjective for doubters—those green molehills, our Solomon addictions, this pleasure indebted to capturing portraits: as lived romance, by flame aching silence, by wires embedded elation—as curious textures, that abrasive wind, feeling for falling through trauma: that angular lie, our palms gripping nails, a bit strategic concerning existence: this deep absurdity, this pushing of machinery, our mountains remaining powerful.     It could to life, our psychical horderves, at peace to rekindle peace—that luxurious tactic, as claimed his thoughts, while one was utterly nonchalant; this feeling of passions, by such intrusion, to realize a fading account: this torrid agenda     as horrid emotions     where pains come with flatness; as a feeling kills, to ease but seconds, where we are addicted to absence. [I felt sensation     a tyranny of volts     at solace to ignore names; this type for healing     to enjoy irritation     as flitting thoughts: such burgundy passions     devoid of laughter     captured by this achy seriousness: that steep travesty     as producing innocence     where one is eager to speak; indeed, our paradox, becoming our existence, to feel with pleasure such steep discomfort—as agonizing feelings, to purpose our dens, this space in thoughts as pure indenture: that florid picture, as conjured in visions, this tear affording atypical joys; where mother is absent     as psychs are in motion     this atypical arc peering into reality.     Closure becomes artificial     this phantasmagoria     while such exists as more tangible than concrete—as pure abstracts     this furnace by refinement     to find by source our projections; to hear silence     by excellence a riddle     where brains are majestic activity: if but to deserts     by a conjured oasis     at once,     filled with decisions—this burning hopefulness, as acclaims a star, while jogged in essence].     I remember frustration, this cadence to resistance, by uncanny innocence; this portal to skies, by witness to see, where nevermore becomes an anthem; as killed our souls, a soul purchased by agonies, at joys our indebted careers; as never a call, or ever an email, while souls are at peace.        
[I see fire, as explosive cadence, some remarkable passions—as cried his life, this vengeance by chasing, to meet by flame a liquid arc: if but to fuel, as afflicted softly, this turn through woods peering at cobras—that light flicker, our blue insanity, our red casualties—this carnage of fury, as lived by temperaments, so silent it becomes inverted—that introspection, as furious deserts, while extroverts wrestle with anguish—to keep our minds, as framed in sanity, while something feels askew—that achy brain, those livid cries, our nights to tossing pillows.     I see but feelings, agreed as pure pleasure, a tear to fall as one smiles—our cyan caves, as gray with confetti, our churning through armoires: that casual flippantness, as casual agony, this crane as becoming lighter—if but that moment, as spoken too soon, where floods undergirt our inner theatre.     It comes to life, this steep emotion, while fleeing for crying into portals—our mental locusts, our fretted linguini, that bottle awaiting our weekend tyranny—if but to shake it, if but a moment, we return to havoc—where trauma appears, as pleading address, this need to eradicate promise].      

Strumming a Harp

By language we speak to audibility and coherence. To compose to feel understood, in spite of language applied. A person spends years misunde...