Monday, August 14, 2017

Beloved Swan

It rains, Love     according to an avalanche     the greatness of feelings; as morbid souls, or glorious love, this person those ceilings—as cried our essence, so blank a glance, seated at whispers that ghostly psych; to die with justice, this contrary feeling, as killing his portions; where mother sighs, as laughing in angst, while born a Christian kiss: this rich infusion     aborted to kindness     those vague instruments: that trickle of science     to jog his faith     as returning to that furious fire: those dreams     as delivered anxiety     close to dungeons trekking through caves: that furious lance     as pierced our guts     our fathers horrid by manners: those shifts to heaven     this zealot of cries     our purpose etched in seams.     I ache a swan, for feelings by rain, to have said so much; where anger relies on honesty, while intricate that passage—to kill his soul, while bathed in agreements—That man is disobedient; indeed to tortures, as lives our guts, to topple into a van of soldiers: that delirious mischief, so young a pistol, at scars pleading mother’s innocence—at sights to damage, those comatose years, our abandonments seated closely—as cruel deliberately     to sense discomfort     while vexing for some purpose by control—notwithstanding, wrongness, as never by feelings, while vying for control: this lethal artistry, as casual fools, where a son grieves by ways of silence: that furious heartbreak, as never to reasoning, as behaving in accordance with travesties: those set of norms, while seeping into mania, our psychs a bit oblivious: that death he cried; our grandparents fruitless; this passing of nonchalance: to know by tyranny, this unrequited justice, our eyes to hells pleading her palm: that destructive pastime; that joy by lethal scales; to shift roots in sudden an instance.     I love a swan, to our deep departure, while sighted eyes see sincerity: that mystic bleeding; that woman at joys; that pagan accustomed to pleasures—this living passion, to die filled with experience, as to live dispersed in travesties: those absent years, while images become ghosts, where we hear, I did my best; this tragic reasoning, to offset discomfort, as essentially, You must adjust; by which, we churn, racing to get away, while a group pardons our insanity: that hectic cloud; that runway of demons; that Prada concealment.     It rains, Love     as forced to wade waters     that terrific testimony—as living through sickness, perceived as odd, while hell constructs a mental palace: that ache to brains, so profound a dungeon, while drugs destroys our hearts—this killing of self, if but to live, this oxymoronic nightmare—as cursed a soul, those passing(s) through generations—Unto those that hate me!     It rains, Love     our mothers heartsores     our fathers dementia: as supplied a new father, or captivated a best friend, those that agree in harmony—this ubiquitous opinion, as never by challenge, three paces from our destiny: that cold explosion, as fueled by deposits, this tendency to ignore so much: those beige rivers; as indecisive a soul, to hold for gold as so easily given—this sin of minds, to accurse justice, as slamming immortal gavels; to meet a kindred, so afar his brain, while too confident to utter, We love you: in truth, a magnet, to ache by rainstorms, while strength is more profound—to become this something, as a dream to a gladiator, while fraught with fears; where father appears, as mere vibration, to ask that question, Why do You visit me?     By passions, Love     this miracle of events     as children a product of experience—insofar, to live, insofar, to perish, insofar, to love—as, nevertheless, this identification, while asearch for identity, where color is lacking; that chance to witness, the beauty of inheritance, as opposed to a plethora of schisms; where humans are just, as afforded kindness, despite infractions; such is idealism     such is fire-skies     such is sensations, where life is pure, as opposed to hatred, while your eyes shall miss intentions.             

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