Thursday, May 25, 2023

Touched & Bathed

 

Through thorns to have smiled. Through briers to know deserts. Made into light, plaguing by calling holy, ruby-green hummingbirds. Years, it shall become, tiles changing coloration, skies deigning, sullen upon a wish. I need to be honest: upon a whisper those days—upon a chanced reality. Born to kneel; it affects each of us. If only by mythology, as opposed to religiosity, wondering if we make excellence—to worship, as in parts of our mirrors, delicate advice. It doesn’t matter as much, it circulates inside, to hear meditation, to flame a miracle, so detached from inner seas. To sense a giant, kept in disguise, I walk, nay, run, hurting self. It was easier those waves, to become naïve, to feel innocence; upon a wise owl, perfected in hindsight, never aside for swoosh into a breeze. I’d give it back, if and only if, upon a promise, upon joys. Last of a dream, to manage debris, wrangling with intangibility. It compels itself; it feeds itself; without permission. To fret attachment, something inside, as foreign from a craving appetite; sheer contradiction, paradox or oxymoronic essence; to be close enough to resist—or better, to adore internally, and not desire externally.       

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...