Saturday, May 20, 2023

Man Blessed, Man Ruined

 

By failures to succeed—an ancient reality, eons at science. Love gave wisdom, Adam petered out, God is with placement—a hundred centuries by evolving, a dear hunch, laughing at it, working a pencil. To hear is by rewards, to feel is by brains, to war is by victory and loses. The passivist dies. A warrior buries herself—like many funerals, flags on skies, juice and pills—if living, it becomes an art, a game, just to survive, minds playing tic-tac-toe. Business out there, a problem with existence, humiliated, decoding my nature. Love needed me, but a child, a soul, to encounter absence, regrets, reaching for strangers. An environment prone to violence, never exonerated, life chases, catches up, a field of bones—a body stripped of sinews. Love was codified. Love was perfected. In seeing Love, we saw God. We kept her holy. She showed humanness. We rejected Love. At walls, grappling, at gates, pleading. The unholy wars—fleshed for love, too lascivious to go to heaven: a lie! We proffer a mistake, we color mind-rooms, we move at a high speed. Never at discussion. Never a topic—plaguing memories, giggling at intonation—so emphatic, dying in trenches, came from mud, to taste a little of the good life. Feuding reality—agreeing, as going too far, scores of scales—a serious imbalance.      

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...