Monday, May 29, 2023

Last Notebook

 

To have a dream—to have vision, to live an epistemic life; at her epitome, swimming through emotion, neurons causing motion. It isn’t enough! So early in summer—threshed by reality, fretting art, listening to ballads.

So bewitching—a soul sits on pash—losing it to gain it, Life’s Cycle.

Catching an outline, purchasing chalk, ecstatic and fearing to adore you.

A lacewing is on high; mind alliance; unborn fiction.     How to have touched rain? So much to have lived—prime addiction.

Through marsh and waterweeds; through dying to live, and living to evaporate—deterioration, parts dissipating, old age chasing.

See-through like skies, too far to see, becoming glass upon a snowstorm.     I miss silent debates, innuendo arguments, at a table disputing lies, and no one discerned.

A bag of oranges, a neat conversation, Love as koan. To know life—to ignore understanding, to sugar wires.  

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...