Monday, May 15, 2023

A Leafy Pond

 

Becoming both beast and saint, featured in

features, soul held back. Made of webs—botched

incipience, atoning, becoming

debris. In asking for a notion, nailed

to a sequoia, shimmering by

suffering beauty; tribal glamour,

unexcused jazz, partial bias,

tendentious reigns. Don’t pay attention, an

existential dilemma, I promise

it hurts; don’t become brave, chasing an

elephant, to slaughter innocence. If

we notice something, we notice souls

speaking boldly, to look at paradox,

contradiction, fiats rarely hold weight.

Becoming both beast and saint, most

dangerous soul, trying to feel beyond

feelings—to touch spirit, wrapped in essence,

framed by anger, escaping through

effusion. An embittered self, warring

itself, lavish upon a wire.

Demystified. Hearing a name. Each day

in winds. Accursed by a mistake. Nothing

like loving. Nothing like surpassing

amore. By a grimace, notwithstanding

its beauty, finesse is mythology.  

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