to worship an unexplained element. to value a phantom.
to go by Love, agape, logos, affection. wondering about a desert, humid
at nights, humility during days; to have worshiped her, in all of
essence, to have shunned her. from country to trees, from fox to wolve,
bled dry, begging at points, fraught, filled with pathos; missing an
exit, digging soil, feeling like offal—headed there, emotion séance, alike to
fragments reborn—elements unsafe. on a Sunday, a surreal vibe, pushing
mind-caves, intellect disputing understanding. with needs by catharsis, a
moment in chimes, an art made redundant—each element repeated, needing nuance,
if it works; aside if humdrum, if banal, looking at people … so worked up,
finding her ark, familiar with undulation, recording interior, memories
beyond explanation, needing ache to last forever. to worship oxygen, namaste,
to give a title, to internalize a kingdom, mesmerized by landscapes. neat
or unkempt—to praise Love, mixed by meaning, an inner transmission, gears
shifting. deeper by forests, an effusion by coppice, sailing on dry land—making
unvetted instincts, reared by intuition, fraught by emotion, as if a pathogen.
