Sunday, December 25, 2022

Santa & Parents

 

 

Under the Great Dome, neatly tucked in Stars, Fleetwood & trees; chestnuts under flame, presents & smiles, glee, impatience, with joys; mother cooking—turkey, ham, yams, stuffing, & more; pumpkin pies, nibbling almonds, appeasing her appetite. Santa came, we know Santa, we keep the secret. Little Epiphany, Baby Earl, they dance with excellence, & sing with precision. I remember one gift, it took excellence, & one tree those years ago. I never sung. I knew Santa was parents. I wasn’t granted much fantasy. Kids parading a dozen gifts, a little entitled, trading, exchanging praise & courage. Furnace & Frost. Sung soft into a sullen glee; under a mistletoe, one kiss, aglow from eggnog. Santa’s eating, a little tipsy, one gift in Santa’s bag. Stepfather is also cooking, mingling seasonings, creating magic.

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