Thursday, December 29, 2022

Out The Trenches

 

The war is between eyes the cries of those soaring. I was blasted off of life, at high speed, orange juice and gin; feeling indestructible, invincible, a raw ass lie to self; a man on scales, so young and mother demanded a father figure; caught in dreams, negotiating miracles, can’t conjure up my life! I was destroyed, fretting instability, took years to regain partial self—a warrant for myself, an outlaw in self, gutted and unleashed—they all knew, no one cared, to bounce back, like abracadabra! Framed in disbelief, looking at her, and knowing—it will never happen aside for war; captured by lakes, suffering belief, like damn! all I experience to never be told. It made front page, a poem he wrote, and many saw it was barely reaching. A new concept, a new mathematical, a new science—and Love knew, the pain was lethal, and she kept pursuing. The final tour, inside the drinking, outside the deliverance—and no one cares!  

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