Saturday, December 10, 2022

Gentility: Making Request

 

Be ever gentle—language made excellent, if perchance to indenture a feeling … waving, more ebbing, juggling possibility.

A knotted soul, if trying meant accomplishment, further into arts … certain apologetic, much rain falling on life, to have banished love—to have cherished love.

Aside a mistyrose, palming an ant, hushing silence; steering mystery, looking at an infant, in mind so early at pangs—pure interference, sprouts of emotion, so be gentle with images.

Insoluble passion.

Kiwi eyes.

Woodfire hearts.

Remaining with masks, unfastened at corners, sulking aside poison grapes; wildrose berries, tulip gifts, azalea surprises … over salmonberries, over deeper feelings, life is a chase to experience love … so great the refute of love.

Evolution becomes intense compassion … becoming seems excellent, if to ignore the miseries – clashing with mirrors, aching to locate a medium, distracted by memories … seated in office, a pillar of wisdom, valued, the non-approval.

To iron a petal, to wrap flowers, many roses in the icebox;

romantic ripples …

science of misappropriation …

religious mistakes.

An ancient grandson, to have ritual over knapweed, assigned an interior crossing – casual causation, dots connecting, to imagine how souls find justice – to imagine flights, sipping, like puppeteers.

Iridescent irrigation—siphoned desires, nasty in those regions; to have died prematurely, to know life by age seven, to look to the primary caregiver;

asking for gentility, negotiating between tribulations, failing his office.

A surly soul cupping silt.

A mystic curiosity, morose caring, metric cures – if to last a short time.

Precious lies, penalty adversity, pensive angels with error.

Loving her was easy; to see existential anguish, more would argue for depression. Each road—leading to understanding, and each epiphany, clouding his dreams – those in fury, the flame so familiar, an abstract anxiety.

And adoring was harder, an adverse palate, a teasing tongue, made determined to deceit – a cornfield of spirits, willow trees hanging, leaves speaking loss and life.

Be ever gentle. Become what flies. Many flit feeling wingless.

A soul dismantled, longing for one sensation, as it comes into love, as it dissipates into something mundane.

Colliding with souls, a naïve essence, eating the work of his deeds; at a deadlock, rather, a system-lock … if to request, by some mercy, the excellence in gentility.            

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