Wednesday, March 16, 2022

Recovery: Like Fear Was a New Beginning

 

The roof is becoming the recovery—in its art—its symbol, simile, vice and disgrace. The geography of tenets, precepts, convincing concepts—upon the dream, or the nightmare, wide awake and sleeping.

 

Souls going viral, the ontology of the discontentment, the metaphysics behind the floating, frequent animosity. God has been given a polygraph. Some elements are hazy—amid a fog, the terror is found in the indecision.

 

Loving might not be, it might not come, it might have never been, or become an idea/ideal. Couldn’t be me. Must be another. Never able to point a finger. Never the anxiety of wondering. The spirit, albeit, more to rights, secrets, to utter a name, and disappear.

 

In the background, deep in Africa, we hear tambourines—we see sawdust, we feel ourselves slipping into a desire to believe. The unhappy freedom, searching for the guarantee, with omission serving as priority. Not at all comfortable, please know the dynamics, he was chewed up.

 

And mother was running—the genealogy is haunted, the world, secret service workers, are harboring a deeper understanding of human capacity. The connectivity. The pain. Let Jesus rest!

 

It’s time to refocus, tap into the Power, take the baton.

 

Jesus woke up—took the world—it’s amazing how people locate, negotiate, and train each other.

 

Most are trying to be hand’s off—like the terror isn’t a sylvan, rushing into another, miles away from what transpired. A long ways for us—might see me there in ten years, if lucky, if balanced, like Love isn’t riding the outskirts of the dementia.

 

The fertile cheetah, the omega tiger, the alpha jaguar—fox following, kept it vocal, kept it silent, ran with the soul of an ape.

 

Oceans out for kilometers. Covid damn near a tradition. Getting it together is like becoming recovery.

 

Assigned a twin, rummaging the interior, like connectivity isn’t the leading threat.

 

From shaman to swami, from Christian to Buddhist, no one is saying it, they only induce it, the receiver extrapolates what appears as obvious; concrete is present, supervision is possible, many are living to turn soul the mess out.

 

So much shapeless knowledge, made into sky realities, as it pours into the distorted perception.

 

In want to speak it, unorthodox lovers, such as said to hurt us—the black man, those ethnicities, while it has become bigger than Europe. It served its purpose, it was said, it was uncouth—the city of the lights of the souls running where the lights no longer count;

 

upon Woodstock, a slam into his heart, a god in his dominion—the block is watching, the deaths are dripping, like fear was a new beginning.

 

Gave like a lemur—gorilla like a mathematician—or critical like one holding back; sure outstanding enthusiasm—the Queen of the Kingdom, a man has a problem in understanding he doesn’t have a crush—so much Power, so much Prowess, the return of the conscience mind—the unconscious goodness—or the subliminal feeling struck into a knot.

 

(Let her soul hit orbit, in death may each receive her spirit, may our kids take the torch and find something unlocatable.)

 

They say a trillion are roaming the high lands, a billion in the deserts, and too many to count in Ezekiel.

 

It came to a head. She would carry the affectation of hands buried in esoteria. Wavering at the gates—picked apart—like it never truly mattered—for it came with truths—where one is conscious enough to answer the silent challenge—pure clarity!

 

One might watch, see force, and slam a confirmation—as it pours in, the miracle of the good person—for it aches, for it hurts, like sharing the only person—one thought to die with—or passing a child into Christ’s crucifixion.

 

We might know it lives, we’ve unpaved the tumbleweed, but the process is so excruciating;

 

sound into the recovery, so astounded by its reality, in reaching a state where today is the only claim.         

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