Tuesday, March 1, 2022

Depression Unlocked The Violinist

 

come converse the violin—the one struggling—at fire into rain into hailstorm; the deepest dejection, the dreary sands, the dreaded deaths; at violin, at music, words seem fruitless—like fickle dreams—upon flute to frame the feather. she was with hardship, the indescribable opened her soul, the freedom of the failure, the triumph of the success, the nerd to share with time, another gathering—of figs and fruits and fever. the pain of the violin, sheer disgrace, faced by agony, arriving in seconds, divided into moments. life as an unhappy musician, to enter numen grounds, so religiously anti-religious—so much contradiction, so great the human sound—as souls soar, affronted and affirmed, the fire of the chalice, the mockery of the clarity, to arrive at a point in excellence—to crumble at reality, the farse, the division, the mind floating. so grand the execution, so tremendous the appetite, so dark the symphony; as spirits in sullenness, at rescued inside, trying not to relocate depression—the one to leave us to serenity, the gargoyle needing a life, at grave penalty, the mind leaping, the world disappearing into one travesty. the violinist is in a space, has transcended, has place for atmosphere, ambition, trans-communication; as words are stars, tragedy in pace, communion in opera, the unveiled applaud.   

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