Wednesday, March 16, 2022

Nausea & Wigs

 

the complex dice, thus, a rival inside

as hating itself; redwood crosses, bones

in guts, the marrow for the deadman;

the meter meant much, the touch was

 

iambic, the force was in fire, an

exchange for water, brought together

to boil. doing like 70 mph, swerve the

lanes, frightened to breathe, like pain

 

in its casket—forget the meter. i

can’t, feel the accent, so syllabic, a

toss between dying, and living. i came

i saw, i tried harder, never conquered?

 

the spirit became a pharmacy. a

palm filled with coldness, no converse

plotting like a crazed man, like Alcatraz

is back; (days of dimness): she came, she

 

swept, she vanished. i try to fathom the

veins, the reigns, the ghosts, on a beam.

the reward was passed over, an anarchist

resisted, like running for gems, to get

 

the diamond, and turn by fiercer gusts.

the bridle was removed. the horse went

wild, just follow the corners, the

emptiness is blank, sense self, eating

 

more garlic, made it in, paid the fee, art

became the garden; either hustle, enter

the Army, or so unique the world is

seeking its vengeances. busting rhyme,

 

shooting hoop, doing something with a

football. we read the handwriting. we

asked to repent, should have danced, the

booth was filled with nakedness, jumping

 

into rawness, the shift unto, the leap

to soar; souls bleeding prisms, announced

as last in line—the fields on fire,

decorated to die; mother addicted,

 

father found in eleven syllables.

beguiling winter the blotted memory—

preempting the discomfort; the endless

 

sheets, symbolic dice, forks and fires; as

suggested somewhere, nausea and wigs.  

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