Saturday, March 19, 2022

Falling into Ascension

 

the intensity of flying, upon one good idea, driven to accomplish impossibility. the war to dismantle the unattainable, the touch of the uncanny, to hear something inside ushering into life. by the calling card, the interior phone, the mind’s xylophone. if a tear for certain, upon a stream, so sincere, so passionate; like religious fervor, fevered ecstasy, so apostatic, so alarmed to have esoteria—so scientific as religious breath. one cave too many. one grave meaning more. one parent standing out. at one dream, some vision, a soul soaring or vanishing from life and reality. so much too mysterious, a canvas under the surface, like ceramic potteries, ghosts and wheels, seated neatly. the dearest insanity, is conundrum insanity, a riddle in a frame, the outer regions inside; like ball bearings, some mounting and stirring—a good deal of spinning; the mountain’s eye, the peak of the solar system, the heist in the old town as it goes wrong in Boley. so much a twist the unexpected, the dreamscape, the meadows, in orbit, into a shadow. non-passivists, aggressive spiritualists, the silence of the day, the pain of the evening, the ascension of the night. only minutes into an experience, something more critical, more than any experience in history—so short a term, so distasteful the inclination, with an unspoken rule—falling into alignment, falling into ascension—the transcendence of the interior.  

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