Thursday, March 24, 2022

Depressing, Liberating, & Acceptance

 

we’re art in bottles. surrounded as we are. learning to observe. the ship sailed out, carrying cargo, we might have repackaged old traumas. so much familiarity. so close the reality. to imagine two souls have something unique. the wrath of reality. a soul needing his utopia, mad at another, for not fulfilling a perception—it sounds absurd. i would desire what can’t be given, therefore, it can’t be obtained. it just glimmers, like a glint, it never settles into concrete reality. a man will adore, worship, break a bond in its excellence—to conceive of no greater reality. the love two share, looking for perfection, gambling on a lucky ten. the odds are ridiculous. the soul winning is savage. the mind is fixated on one element—her very soul; as spirits of insanity, so threshed, so winnowed, realizing eternity in error. most courageous bars, to unbar sanity, so near it feels terrific; the merriment, the status of the wise souls, with people watching, making wisdom, feigning indifference; so much attention, one must be gorgeous, instead of the things people assert. the fury of the battles. the tension in the waves. a most passionate creature, trying to outwit perception. so simple to move forward, with debris lingering, as it must be hard to ignore the undertow. many fretted emotions, turning sensations, musing upon another to outdo the norm. many souls with excellence. many more with errors. a soul into a softer exhaustion.  

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