Monday, March 4, 2019

Postmodernism Whistles


…so tier indwelling, our parachute for souls, as found and abandoned: this miracle curse, this private haven, this private dynasty: so lost with pain, so secluded as mystic, or favorites at love delighted: those old hermits, this interior foundation, while torn deeply asunder: this child I see, as seeing myself, where beauty seems felonious: such captured agility, such wind-breakage, thrown for aborted: this canister with trash, unlike our sins, while forgiven repeating our rituals: so divested, peering into Christ, our eyes moist with passion: as dead for centuries, or alive for new-beginnings, threshed for floored our ears churning: (to sense you, this combative soul, if but to get-away from islands): our crucial climate, our casual spells, while invested in projects: this interior haunt, this band of wolves, this country of coyotes: if but to apologize, as lips kiss skies, where apologies seem futile: as deep Christians, forgiving a few, or longing to cast souls to flaming ice: this zero man, this heroine woman, while souls are burning: at terrific cadence, fighting trenchant rain, thrust for damaged forced to act as if: this web of rhinestones, this interior Cornerstone, or more, this cliff so near to something pitiful: at knives mentally, at taekwondo spiritually, at Tao internally: this irrespective pain, this heart-throbbing melancholy, those persons analyzing but so restricted: experience vs. book learning; trenchant insight vs. osmosis; or deep cadence vs. a nearby understanding: as fled his mind, those years to dungeons, for mother worked havoc: this tale he told, this woman he saw, where psychoses seemed attractive: those few creatures, dying where life starts, or starting where life ends: our ruthless Digest, unlike but like insanity, or constant media surprises: so cursed for existence, so deep in attraction, where it feels better with plain language: our feuds, Love, this tragic lose, Love, but time is resilient, Love….

I feel seduced, this wealth of scissors, this gnawing into fibers: I refrain a notch, stuck for feelings, while Love seats a heartbeat: such achy passion, afforded a leaky faucet, at facets and diamonds longing for this ruin: (to take existence, at furious fires, such flame and coal, (such chaos and conviction): to kill science, to remove religion, to life as a pure disaster: with nothing good, as lives darkness, a man seized by destruction: as but to forgive, captured by more disgusts, while gentle upon a gust of ginger: this woman loving, this fool watching, this message a bit too underrated: to dog our senses, thrashed off of liquor, or bent upon a vine those curtains: if but to live, if but to die, while Love assisted with treasures: such personality, such gentle banter, such insistence upon a long journey): our souls at love-shops, our minds deciphering something intangible, our palms put to reality: as kneading filth, or baking honesty, as confused some are making life: our welkin treacheries, to want Love with death’s infatuation, while Love needs anything breathing: this all night high-zone, this amazing triad, where Love embraced for faced with actuality: our guts frowning, our brains missing something crucial, while at Love with pure anger or compassion: this thing person’s ignite, to want for beauty, to freeze out ugliness: (at deep pain, at treacherous sorrow, at deep despair): those athletic eyes, those stinky sentences, a man’s need to fall for a perfect woman: this flighty saying, this anchored ship, where Love needed pure expression.                     

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