Friday, March 29, 2019

Edifice Gusts


…so tugged a clove, and read a magazine, or looked at pictures: such external hives or a bit that much, a man rethinking about children: at New Port Beach, or up Imperial, or floating through Long Beach: a bit with throttles, at rethought(s), worrying softly: those running legs, those upper realities, or tripping for seeing self: those hard stares, this strong aura, while too afraid to love: so many years, looking at profanity, while we part ways: such fiasco; such damning vices; at a thought with tears: sipping lightly, to slam a taco, a bit too much cheese: this mucus thing, this age thing, a bit pudgy thing: such sameness, or lost to screams, a bit aggravated: I lose soul, reading philosophy, while a tare tore Egypt: our flights gunning, this woman chuckling, as thought he had her: if but for cadence, exploring novels, a bit too frightened: to share luxuries, to sip teas, at oceans speculating over grip-teases: our brains relaxed, our sipping radical, while Love chopped a quarter: at mind lakes, painting with algae, or nibbling a frog: our doggish appetites, our grogged souls, looking for listening as Love cried: so early to it, so warned with it, but thoughts were unclear: so silly, too, or too relaxed, while Love decided upon a child: those light features, running into trepidation, needing absolute confirmation: but days were short, as art flew south, where art needed something new: this weekly occurrence, this monthly curse, while discomfort means so little: to need a home, or fire a soul, while radiance prances so closely: our deep features, our needy kids, to float a kite and laugh: slow motion, or fast-paced, at deaths giggling: our attractive women, so many it hurts, where one might commit for eternity: those anchored eyes, that shipping soul, at body and damages: to whip a curse, to spell a blessing, where eyes felt before hearts registered feelings….    

…a sore apocalypse, our regenerated hostilities, as pausing and sipping: at sights with love, at thoughts about strangers, to sense this knowhow: those deep sins, wondering about bibles, or surprised granny hasn’t nullified this curse: needing AA, or needing sobriety, or plain together: indeed, a smile, indeed, a curse, indeed, another 7up: I’m cured or lonely, or lonely and crazy, or committed and gone: to ponder Jesus, this crucial reality, our Romans, our Jews: to flash a smile, this Peter Rock, as meant that way: such unwritten plans, such spirit-calligraphy, while harlots were written and immortalized: that window ache, this high wall ache, at terrors warring but born to ache: remember our scar, remember our dream, remember for passion—this lake of roses, those tulips spacial, our astrology as amusing: at fairer minds, studying pragmatism, enveloping into arts a bit more practical: our melic beats, our melic hearts, while science is losing….

…humans require simplicity, souls require a bit deeper, while education leads to questions: those satirical arguments, our atheists as radicals, while many religious plead in logic: those torn feelings, this undercover empiricist, at more deliberate arts: to happen that thump, this rosy red radiant radical: could I please, or would I please, while needing mine: a bit tipsy, laughing in private, removed from interior life: so close a lie, so close a rib, as infused to scream: those few I love, those few I adore, while numbers are running low: that trenchant swan, those telepathic Zenists, those immortal Yogis: at mystic delights, at mystic courage, at mystic readiness: a true friend, a small occurrence, a big reality: to re-film minds, to project feelings, to invert emotion: at fire green, or orange horizons, so sick it felt God: only a psych to know, this curse of dreams, while reality sings to glory: this Yahweh light, those Yahwistic Immortals, so many years into development: this bad influence, this good heart, while infused and feeling like flying: that grandfather loyalty, our corporate decisions, while feeling too deep to die…!

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