Sunday, March 10, 2019

Mental Elements & Blenders


…fantastical reality, blended with manic reality, becomes critical fantasy island: this ruby red berry, those captive rhinestones, or crystal chandeliers: at thoughts for months, wrestling something fantastical, while reality assists in pointing out facts: (this land of creatures, this death that path, at something caged but peeking: this acrylic rapture, this writer’s tug, while omitting something crucial: our first glance, to strum perfection, as if life dealt us blackjack: this ball of frustration, walking in a daze, or fumbling into acute reflection: this silent breeze, this endless sipping, while needing to share with Ms. Imagination: this fair skinned winner, this heavy monster, while diligent enough to keep impetuous acts at bay: our core stranger-hood, this perception across a crowded empire, at kings thrumming through literature: this fine threaded line, this knitted inconsistency, while reality is out to lunch: this visitor of sorts, this crafty manipulator, this person playing Nintendo with self: our fantastical cartoons, to imagine Ms. Imagination, while reading into particular frequencies: this man with issues, this problematic magnet, or more, this vacant, contemplative distance: to meet alike persons, to distract input, to capture this wyvern attraction: as falling into place, this reason for infidelity, where some are so groomed: to have existence, to throttle a career, to give performances everyday: our aunts and cousins, those sociologists, our friends, family, and government): at months watching, a bit absent to ingestion, while acting without full forethought: this slant in souls, this genetic caiman, while seldom full recognition: this cave so deep, as filled with furniture, our petroglyphs impressing upon cerebrals: at brains and pride, this hellish countenance, while observing obviously: to nod at seconds, to look down at notebooks, but anything to distract this intrusive gaze….

…such cosmic schematics, this wealth of courage, while such to such is frightened: such harsh reality, to exhibit this tendency, where one is operating as a manic soul: our media condemnation, this contemning disposition, despite, years trained as one a bit different: at courses running, at women running, at self this mirror and running: tenor escapes me, intonation crackles, our voiceprints lingering in those months: this tale of passion, where one is embedded, unaware of said person as a total disaster: unaware of perfection, or this heavy weight, where one is forced to present the best of oneself: this fight to keep Love, this war towards fidelity, while Love has a life fraught by attractions: this rule to stand afar, while tugged by something fantastical, where fantasy blends with reality: those creeping features, this person as a mentor, this slight to replace something working: as a feudal being, as a crazed person, as one haunted by theologies: our children needing security, our souls aching for poetry, if but to live an ounce of prose: such tender cries, such island perfection, while forced to admit, I’ve betrayed you….

I’ve come across beauty—those features impressed upon minds, while a bit awkward with chimes: this ringing bell, this languishing phone, this orchestra of typewriters: those playwrights, this crazed cinema, this interior visitor: staring at holograms, or mixed letters, where time is nothing but dressings: our salad with contemplation, our angst with frustration, our instruments with caffeine: those fantastic realities, perched by manic realities, where fantasy seems attainable: as moving with cadence, where one is disgusted, while another pursues a turquoise sky: those blatant hints, as registering immediately, while one is left to wrestle interior webbings: this chase with rules, this planet with grounds, those books with scents: our eyelashes as stenographers, our intellects as astronauts, our experience as signposts.

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