Monday, March 11, 2019

More than Existence


…we chance something, talking through walls, or walking our illusions: at magical cadence, absorbed in promise, making mockery of silence: such loud music, reaping benefits, at sudden reappearance: those Easter baskets, those yearly cleanings, our trips to Goodwill: but life is short, reborn at dawn, our waking indexes: to scribble a picture, to exhaust an ink pen, to get such on that couch: our bleached carpets, our erased margins, our inclusive lullabies: at tender rebukes, our souls spasm, our tea is cold: to live existence, to feel emotion, to regroup scores a day: at winning windows, peering at friends, easing into something familiar: such structure, such memorized enclosures, such subliminal banter: to outlive feelings, or re-curse sentiments, our shower time thoughts: (it becomes with effort, those few routines, those few freedom vouchers): climbing into sceneries, painted into treasuries, to want while flying….     …at removed debris, or pleasant laughter, a bit present in self: studies becoming heavy, character overflowing, tampering risqué excitement: so found it puzzles, so captured by general souls, at replays or musicals: those movie tears, this need to feel literature, this mental trapeze: at longer emotion, holding tightly, remembering every twinkle: if but to fly, as winning favor, our dreams so imperfect: at reality pitching darts, at archery pitching feelings, at souls found in emotion: we let loose, we chance extraordinary, we fever with a night to redeem….  

…we chance something, this field of trefoils, this interior cave: rearranging furniture, buffing mirrors, if but one favored reflection: losing feelings, recapturing sentiments, this strange reality about existence: so tugged by lights, so there in that crevice, as one observing reactions: stressed a bit, reliving conversations, or puzzled about internal operations: to rejoice at times, to find pleasure those wheels, to enjoy company and family and life: to encapsulate those sentiments, to hold dearly those moments, to adore this deep exchange: as something calculates, reversed at seconds, while requesting us for deeper clarity: to share chemistry, as put together, our pieces complimenting our design….     …it becomes peculiar, this type of chemistry, for it requires little effort: it separates participants, where groups harmonize: it becomes easy, as giving so much, while seemingly so little: those cryptic seconds, those serendipitous times, finding one tracing eureka: that ink pen, those inked pads, remembering subtle points: to gaze upon children, to dance so gently, to ask several questions: as meant to live, as meant to participate, while feeling each reverberation: this higher space, as more than routine, as more than existence….

…it’s more than love, this conglomerate of activities, those tangible webs: by presence a thought, by relished neurons, by ‘transmitter operations: to sense more, to identify more, to embody attributes: while needing souls, longing for rehearsals, forming cadence deep as church: such gentle gestures, amused by something inconsequential, sharing our brain-works: this planet of seconds, this fixture of promises, this storage room of sentiments: as becoming love, this gradual undercurrent, such synchronicity—those circles intensifying, such raving responsibility, while memories have never appeared so evidential: our morning calls, our evening brunch, our seed-songs blazing into this atmosphere: present mindfulness, to guide a mistake, to redeem a friend: to tackle difficulties, to create endearments, to puzzle over something aggravating: this reaching palm, those open arms, to win with passion: as more than life, as something deeper than expression, our moments to absorbing silence: this cagey ambiance, so cautious, so forever….  


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