Sunday, March 24, 2019

Chimney House


We need to examine, this fitted garment, so dependent upon behavior: our will to survive, or sluggish movement, so mis-believed: our moods through life, so efficacious, our core dependencies: looking for signs, reflection through insecurities, or wrestling through private behaviors: to assume terror, or presume based in analyses, while certain about love: our actions speak loudly, this midnight snack, or that bottle of water: so included with life, so internal it aches, where sudden instance becomes necessary: at trying words, to capture ambivalence, where love reaches its closest rationality: at daily charms, but tugged by minds, as examined by self: those intrusive realities, this combustion of literature, where closeness appears incredible: our souls making contact, our spirits flying, or better, when she’s in a good mood—this plate of gumbo, or this bowl of garlic noodles, while steaks are broiling: our immediate surroundings, pushing for yanking, our souls so delicate: mornings become essential, stress mitigated, or something so crucial we keep to silence.     We examine behavior, we note rhythms, a bit curious about changes: nevertheless, familiarity is challenging, it riddles through our souls—it breeds joy and happiness, concerns and sentiments, while conveying particular nuances: at vague language, where reflection in necessary, where readers ask a series of questions: such motioned behavior, or pictures with emotion, while pushing soup aside: those hungry appetites, or those familiar needs, or sensing through silence—this capture for both, that short deliberation, so much more than sadness: patient at times, reversed in rolls, to happen upon particular balance: our salmon with broccoli, our tuna with bread, rethinking certain comments: this involved life, those plural thoughts, while it’s difficult to request singularities.    

We touched something, this evolution, plus, our needs conflicting with our minds: hereupon, a gentle light, a permeated heart, accustomed to sadness: this inescapable reality, this recommitted insistence, at leaves counting veins: those rabid chipmunks, those racing squirrels, or such reluctance dancing into willingness: our fevered hearts, our sagic abilities, while stumped by behavior: this particular reality, this particular chess, while two may work at controlling Love: such trenchant dependency, or complimentary pockets, so inexcusable: our witchcraft, our mental magic, upon something sensitive to our energies: those wellic arms, this wellic land, at something too delicate to ignore: our passion soaring, our anguish abated, or sudden upon a mood at needs to address it: indeed, this bracelet rhythm, those mystic insights, at something remarkable.

We sense spirit-hood, as achieved with tension, while studying pathologies: our patterns shifting, our willingness stretching, where we expect total enchantment: this clove with coffee, our interior examination, while so close we realize potential strangeness: at debts with life, at debts with love, so indebted we feel secure: those opposite behaviors, so lost it hurts, so at love it aches: while studying avenues, realizing humility, trespassing mental gates: to feel consumed, to agonize over nuances, or so insync our concerns dissipate: our sodden soil, our nurtured plants, our Japanese Gardens: digging with intension, itching to succeed, while becoming something formable: such informal intimacy, such formal debates, our office-self verses our home-life: our stomachs grumbling, our pickles with ham, or turkey with stuffing: at truer concerns, placed in situation, captivated by actuality: our minds peaking, our thoughts sequential, where it’s difficult to erase: those sensing movements, those sacrificial movements, where feelings become wings: that loving gaze, those thought-filled spontaneities, our soul-covered demands.   

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