Thursday, September 7, 2017

Mystic Sadness

Cauliflower sadness, as marches his brains, rafting through canyon sorrows—to hold by sunshine, this pretense perfection, disrupting an ant trail: our masterpiece pains, colored by theatre melancholy, congested, coughing, sparking his clove.  Our flames by wires—our minds to thought-flies, our inner rivers dreaded our voices: this film at captures—this caption distorted, our valleys to commentators—this list of stars, our mental horoscopes, this defeatist tactic held by conviction—as uprooted solitude, or caged complacence, as fire freezes our motion: this bank of beliefs; as shared his spoon; our roads forked by evidence.  Our seconds complete; our minutes straining; our gnats returning to haunt us: that wrestling man, fiddling through herbs, beyond a smidgen uneasy: this restless movement; those curious eyes; this patient but distraught reply; where sunrise is joy, as hours wrangle clarity, to vex with presence his very brain—that startled confession, as leaped his heart, mulling through captured documents: this velvet distinction, as purple confusion, while one undergoes spiritual upheaval: that cautious soul, at furnace’d tenets, by fevers addressed as Mystics: to undress leaves, or to palm snails, where a ladybug speckles his mirror—that terrible closure, this portal to brains, as lived his silence.  (I live in seconds, this rapture of souls, sitting for scrambling, attempting by candles: this endless room, that hell-storm fly, this frozen rose—to action with grace, at tracks within, facing existential crises: that fabulous gaze, as prays his soul, by sudden leap our grayness—this thief of thoughts, this rummaging trunk-cave, our stage-lights wrestling our instincts: as love to live, to carry this thrust’d arc, as never so faint through panic).  I’ll take for courage, nibbling peaches, adjusted by future endeavors—to ride this train, as vivid a passenger, as caught a glimpse of living—those high stakes, those immortal dice, this flock of geese at stillness; to come by justice, at tales those stories, a bit so vocal by tribunal: this flowing lily; that exciting centipede; that earthworm near apples—as but to silence, at motion to live, as given to humanness.         

I’d Save The Reader Years

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