Sunday, September 3, 2017

I Looked At Us

It’s been us     cemented in thoughts     I wonder for clarity; this inner penguin, at seas for centuries, at tears our current phantoms; this outer plight, alive with terror, our daughters plagued by our fires: if but to dreams, or academia, this flavor disconcerted—as more to gems, bleeding blueviolet(s), this husband serious to our cadence: that frigid guitar, our triple degrees, plus, for several languages; this arc grieving, as pure insanity, our bosses through mood-swings.     I love for actions, thrown by fevers, at torments this Cancer minx: if told to gramps, or holding through grandma, our sons our instruments.     I session Radha, to elope with Jezebel, at tears pierced through Krishna: this frank disaster, your horrid eyes, this love frantic to perish: if but for cuts, as bleeding seas, our disruption through kindness.     I lost trails, as blinking passions, to erupt as cold sulfur: this belching amore, as pure deliverance, while to die this mystic infinity—that anxious smile, that calm disposition, those thoughts to forward a person’s reactions.     It’s clever advice, as to portal a thought, while said thought becomes segue—to lead a fixture, as favored a gram, while fleeing to touch a distant scream.     It’s been us, too devious for sights, a small volt for advice: this tall literature; this achy vein; this wife fraught but purely composure; where ants dwell, as sequenced that rail, while feeding upon that june-bug…indeed, to drift, as kissed a turtle, this prince at manifestation.     We know by years, to forest(s) by seconds, where offers become trite exclusions—this feral breeze, as war to ice, where daughters bleed our sensibilities.     I fret such feelings, while steeped in interaction, as fueled as one fraught by stillness; this captured ache, as delivered to perish, if but eternity blinking its favor; but more to miracles, as alive through friendship, or more a subject rejected by fate: that trenchant moon; our washing of scalps; this Selsun Blue catastrophe.     I’m peaches at cream; I’m tender this attraction; I’m walking for inner behavior: that pregnant interlude; that mystic Rubik’s Cube; this Asian by nonchalance: if but behavior, to court through humility, while, nonetheless, that pack of graphic hyenas—where love is once, as rivers are incessant, to never for eyes our contact: at truth a serpent, this valley of spiders, our brains cemented in sphinxes: by gravid cultures, to know new beginnings, to have for friendship an immortal dream.     I’ve thought by us     inverted through science     to gander at what appears: this mythic waist; this stem by resonance; that time I died as pulled to life; where mother screams, as to ruin enchantment, while it becomes a fever to sentence death—this Jewish pouch; such European seduction; by wings to confess that he loves as needing submission…whereas, this immortal alarm, by capture a fibbed charm, to court through innocence a lasting revival—where arcs are blurred, as to life by wings, to chase through passion another’s advice; in tears to currents, this cultic survival, fired in souls our nautic flames.          

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