Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Depleted Chaos or Souls to Disorder?

Such hated passion, as calashes our bones, seated in marrow-seduction: those aesthetic chills, to feel as if, cemented in torrid conversation; as drinking beyond sessions, as clever beyond perspective, while apologetic this woman’s behavior: this instinct dingo, while appeased to closure, our fantastic Rihanna(s)—where mother chimes, as spitting arrows, to effect a rapid avalanche.     It’s cold hysteria, or electric attraction, at terms to share a goddess: this magic fire, this outer overseer, this woman simply helping: if but for feelings, as killing his instincts, while resolving a trenchant scar—as floored psychology, peering at violet eyes, a tare to deep enchantment: that perfect derriere, those fitted breasts, as legs march through insanities.     I’ve claimed madness, as becoming complete, this feeling in measures—where love is purple, as vying for greens, our lime inventions.     I’m told to dance, while fevered to perish, to give so much that first glance: this melancholia, as pure cocaine, where love offends our grandparents: this mythic cloth, as mystic hysteria, to flux through channels as touching that heart; but tales to souls, I’ll never trespass, as one filled and fraught by demons—for this is death, this kef of souls, as morbid to control as dying in agonies: this funeral mind; that old flame; this woman as beautiful as lime passions—if but to perish, at touch that rebirth, staring at goddess brows—that hectic itch, as clawing through flesh, this eating of souls captured by sheer enchantment.     We lose as winning, this faint agreement, while family bears witness: that effulgent grin; that miraculous tattoo; this vague Tao seeping into permanence—where Zen has become, while livid an article, our psychs holding to our faux pas.     I’m seeing burgundy, scratching as striking fluid, while at wanders this captive grandparent: our glorious seeds, as bleeds our tortures, where mothers sit as disenchanted: to wonder for naught, while perfect a scar, where intentions are blurred in mudslides.     I must return, as filled with thoughts, while perfect a Cross as grieving: this magical love, as never to exist, where souls panic for clearance:     such kleptomania, as filched from stealers, where said attraction laughs at violence; but hell to surrendering, as a first thought enchants, while ever at tortures to employ this art—that terrific blueprint, those delectable apricots, this face-to-face catastrophe—as whelmed fires, to embark upon injustice, while at bleeding sacrifices—that edgy penchant; that wistful passion; our yelps as merely that second—where father rules, as pushing for clarity, to arrive at this naïve viciousness: that warm clarinet; those cymbals barking; our psychs embedded in frustration—to summons patience, as more to ponder, this thinking vessel at wars with proprieties—as chaotic feelings, that inch in time, as casual as nibbling cheeses—where souls conjure—elaborate guilt, where tomorrow has become this blade of grass.     I love with passion, while ignoring signals, as one converted to remaining secluded—as never by risk, but ever by words, where said risk becomes disenchanted; wherewith, we die, at love without answers, while unsaid Love pines for a rhythmic discussion—if days are rare, as repeating yesterday, this feeling as pure delusion; so more by hells, to feel by art, where perfected talents remain benighted: that casual dance, while one cringes silence, where Love by acts was performing: at terrors to graves, at slaves to kings, at treasures to reclusiveness—this measure in minds, to have those thoughts, while aches drown in ambiguity: that lethal passion, to emerge as gray, while spirits permit a scent of color: if but to perish, at love for disaster, where one would dare sacrifice infinity—than grays to colors, as formed in seconds, to return feeling debated: that infant arc, those adult volts, this illness as kissing a depleted soul.      

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