Monday, September 11, 2017

If but to Fly

Its gentle cadence, by tender warmth, afire our mind-cores;—this war ventures, as cryptic elation, but found this feature smiling: those song-deserts, at aches our knees, to conjure pure presence; this essence of thieves, our kettles thrumming, our territorial sadness: if but to fly, or but to dream, I’d picture us secluded—our remote island, enthralled by mercy, at quintessence our kind tyranny: our mental ponds, our ducks with geese, our squirrels ravishing nutmeg; as children gallop, or hearts rapture, to feel by breath our wings; as sung our hymn, our midday flowers, this lethargic ambition…as fumbled cosmo-pinks, our turquoise daisies, our misty-eyed visions—this space of soul-works, this opera as churns graffiti, such pottery planting our aches. [I’m wells to lights, our lightfast resilience, at spaces those memories. I’m hearts to pains, avoiding sore thoughts, as adding coals to his engine; this miracle bleeding, by weather that name, at tired hours disputing our flame: as muscles spasm; that inner growth-pain; this hankering for wingspan—those curry eyes, to explode taste-buds, our inner yearnings that mouthpiece. I’m a-cappella joys, as a-cappella woes, at a-cappella springs: those Baroque ideals, this fury to music, our bridges meshing with madness—that tender chorus, or such concerto beauty, our spiritual duets—as lives his life, to curry our souls, our resonance by fires. We die motifs, as tugged asunder, our hearts refusing clearance—as residing such flame, our inner physics, our nocturne dialogues—as wounds bleed, our achy joints, our contemporary Exercises—this voice as spinning, our silence as confusion, this web as immortal—to fly our courses, our memories as opuses, our stage-drama as internal: this one-hearted sphinx, our hourly interludes, this motion as motivation—if but our quintet, those miraculous wounds, this symphony of strings]…to stars by tempo…to waves as timbre…our song distinguishes heartache…as never he sung, as never she cried, our temblors as sacrifices: this city quakes, printed upon chi-thoughts, or quilted beneath sheer interests—to hear those leaves, those tiny sounds, or to muse upon caterpillars—this hour to soul-hearts, this sculptress asunder, our exotic contemplations—as fire rolls, our boulders crumble, if but this passion in time. {We send thoughts, this majestic reality, at sudden, an inner presence; this deep sensation, as alive with lights, or sullen meditation—as sending feelings, this marvelous splendor, our mental halos—if but to fly, while feral an infant, our sublime studies: those cultic ripples; that invisible tiara; those agog tugging(s)—as shifting moods, our firebrand souls, this compassionate piano—as luminous key-thoughts, our typing of literature, our thunderstorm-hearts—as rising in essence, to outsoar doubts, this flaming fire-skull}. We’re deep a chamber, this physic-sanctum, imbued by mental-whispers—that achy desire, to court pure radiance, while cautious our linchpins: those drowsy eyes; that infinite riddle; this approach as activity—while driving soul-locks, that attic-circuit, such as nectar to infants: that sagic movie, our billows through lights, this thought-filled locket.    

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