Thursday, September 14, 2017

Mirrors: (Our Terrific Horrors)

We travel lights; cleat’d in dissatisfaction, braided in turmoil: such Asian fury, reveling color, at torments to confess—this wicked passion, as laughing with shame, that grackle as peering at motion: such casual misfits; such annual purging; with angst suggesting longevity—that rabid cry, as strobe’s pain, this hour to deaths our unbelief.     It spoke silence, as to figure symbols, while adjusted to brilliance: this lightfast resilience, as striking through nerves, while feeling unattractive…this blatant error, where crime becomes petals, while petals become misery…to chime with fire, as deathly distraught, at cadence flushing pills; to repurchase life, while threaded in chaos, where Naïve appears as fickle—or failing by arts, this immortal tear, deep by trance staring at this celebrity.     It shall to pass, this reality, abrasive, where a mystic ruined ambition: that cry to sights; that liquid presence; or such by fire to flush but once: at treasures, Love…such wincing betrayal…such profound anguish—to render war, occasioned to perish, at castles laughing by guillotine: that cauldron bumbling; that catapult flickering; this aqua-blue flame; hereto, this gentle attraction, as years bundle injustice, where feelings became exploited—if but to love, where love was failing, this curious adventure becoming our blackdamp; hitherto, this brave conveyance, sectioned for failing, while steeped in Colossians—as by us, for us, while through us; this vicious lantern, peering at such beauty, our Asians fraught by creativity: this inner cygnet, as infused chaos, while too proud by collapses.     We’ve explained nothing     racing for crawling     appearing in visions: this soft enchant, as appalled emotion, agaze’d by Aiko: that fabulous journey, as tugged asunder, where reality dictates our illusions: that fine texture, where dreams are shattered, to alight a brilliant dragon: as leviathan furies, where obsession curries, this portal in seconds but unaware: that tragic lose; those severed wings, that cursed awning—where Love has died, while love lives to flourish, where blue-violets purge our inner wells—this perfect aura, pigeon’d as mourning converse, while abandoned to survival tactics—if but distraction, or ablaze’d as firebrand, to whisper, I need us: as furious savages, this stranger our beds, at sacrifices to avoid self-depreciation—as madness blossoms, this vile instinct, to curse by volumes extinguishing our Albatross: that edgy insight, those foreign feelings, this want for newness to remain insatiable.     We come to tyranny, afflux our Beyoncè’s, where one engulfed by beauty can remain so loyal: this calls to freedom, our daughters at pyramids, those staircases afloat this mental sanctum—as, thitherto, this hankering for recruitments, if but those silent webs, to have for adventure searching for exists—as needed deeply, that wispy performance, if but to contain this whisky elation: those tyrannical hats, those gowns with splits, this meth for dying as inwards scream; as, too, this silent presence, while gnawing our lips, as, moreover, our souls are calculating endeavors—that sultry resentment, for performance refuses to die, while two outgrow embedded footlights.     It lives our brains, this need for acceptance, to come to life this flower but moments: our deciduous minefields; this inner acme; this reflex courting for calling through dreams: that welkin attraction, as furious by passion, to come to battle fleeing our captures: such marvelous tyranny, necked in blood-suckling, our claws tearing through flesh—as beauty’s beast, this gray monster, if but for living pulled by elation: that cultic person, so gorgeous a scream, to pass through passions, at panic our dementia…indeed…to disguise by dragon-swords…at terrible friction to gaze upon glory: such femininity, fraught with ruthless conflictions, as sewn into synaptic membranes: this featured tragedy, as colliding with delusions, this person so perfect they fail to consume: if but that moment, as seconds to perish, at terrors to exhaust this fleeing attraction; where angst attracts, while love is mortal, to die fleeing ontic mirrors.            

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