Thursday, June 1, 2017

Unjustified But Winning (Jasper Melancholy)

Oh those tears, that thrust of souls, those acacia roots; to flute a melody, as lutes to hell, while grass is bleeding; that green sap, a fist full of waters, our daughters electrified; as more the pain, to claim such joy, where sons crucify life: if but that dance, at chances with mother, aloof to pity. I’ve lived for us, that sudden music, our cadence alive with ink; as spread for butter, our bread our deaths, at mercies to float sky-harps: that cryptic soul, at chases to sing, while chastised that cultic bird: if more to siblings, aloof for life, our hectic un-expectancies; but stalwart arcs, flinging through waves, at caves to suggest, Immortals: this frantic fever, as standing aloof, our mirrors judging our scars; as sung softly, this cypress of liturgies, our groans bathing skylarks. I’ve died to live us, painted in treasures, at curses a man to angels: our bloody soil; those waterless weeds; our tumbles through sheer contempt: that flying cow, as hovering infants, too shy to speak it plainly. We die by colors, as morphed into chaos, our mothers outliving sons; insomuch, as distance, this intimate force, running naked through cities; or carving walls, while screaming tongues, our spectators wailing at dementias: that ontic angst, that morbid soul, this man condemned for illness; as lives our scars, those evil intentions, as souls mock goodness. It comes by floods, a fist of fireballs, our algae skipping to silence: that fatal gist, to sum but friction, while denying rightness; or more to laughter, while chiding a daughter, as effective as feeding demons; this backwards journey, as sickening sadness, while we ponder our dispositions: this furry of passions, while choked and grieving, our ears filled with pleasantries: such by terror, to exclaim faith, while decided against a pillar of faith: that smelted iron; those sheltered tragedies; to imagine interior brains: that cutting rage, as pentagram darkness, floored to carpets; as burns a scream, graphed into skies, afloat a phoenix as batman’s symbol; that wailing signpost, affixed to injustice, leaning towards a shattered prayer; as mother cringes, but a jagged linchpin, as furious as unspoken karma; as but to wilderness, slamming another castle, too oblivious to censor mood-swings: at life with prints, our palms thrust asunder, falling downward into sky-hells; whereat, are goblins, those meddlesome thoughts, this dangling by myrtle-times. (I feel aloof, a bundle of feelings, adrift our continuum; as filtered through scriptures, while reading through Nietzsche, amazed by thought-patterns: if more to live, as opposed to dying, many shall opt for the latter; insofar, as mischief, reigning in chaos, this easy path; where fancy is law, while refusing our bare hands, at wars to out-reign our standards: that deep duplicity, as one oblivious—such dangerous souls; while choosing blankness, those darkest tenets, at hells to live their own river; while pain is suffering, aloft a fine idea, while accruing a village of glass; that deep purple, or see-through beige, effective at that baseline chakra. I’m growing silence, as accused of mirrors, seeking but vague analyses; where souls vanish, as leaving their carcass, afforded such transmigration; to flood purity, with muddy lagoons, at wars with everything breathing: by arts a tragedy; by myths a legacy; by us a feeling unjustified but winning).          

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