Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Such by Nearness as Elusiveness

We love the straying heart, as confused to blues, attempting to concrete such as hearts; that perfect person, as flawed his childhood, an allusion by stronger women; to courage atmosphere, such a dreary soul, made atlas this map of woes. I die losing death, as afforded gods as driven, to become this flicker that fades; for love is contagion, that flamboyant gem, our nights promised to pains; to pass torches, as if for solace, that barrel fraught with agonies; as lived a soul, exclaiming faith, while forbidden to sanctuaries; this harlot ache, that man to tears, our handkerchiefs filled with vomit; as deep our devils, infused by thunder, to have love as purities—that shame by pride, as aloof to regrets, to fill it simmering something viciously—that lake of furies, that steep algae, our limbs wrapped in cat-eyes; to find with glory, this tale of devils, while, nonetheless, reaching for rifting whales. I’ve lost control, as fretting disaster, a village at predicted volume; where love was surfing, prior to instruction, as feared those languid cries; where love forbids, this ache of oneness, while fevered to chains those endless horizons; that walk as lethal, at contention for freedoms, at seasons, a moment in essence. It comes, my Love—this gear at stripping, where adored was silence, by chase our moons—to die as peasants, our cemented violence, as such is rendered effects; that cause to love, as holding by promise, such value losing its fever; wherewith, are lies, this daily tale, while broiling steaks. I love a jewel, as frantic our taste, so close by seasoned fairness; as folding linen, while exchanging pillowcases, staring at something deadly; that fading away, where voices wail, while feelings become enwombed; this force as driven, to rejuvenate weekly, while sensing this need for fires. We heard to perish, as hearing to live, changed by essence this feral falcon; to lose interests, while seeking interests, afraid that time moves at a snail’s pace: that welkin arc, effused by feelings, at terrors to sever our mirrors: that lithic person, accursed but swimming, at terrible lengths to conceal rabidness. It comes with failures, as, too, successes, at treacheries to exist: that mythic cry, as assuaged by tides, while peering at emotional blackmail; to see for normal, this animated abrasion, where said tears become joyful. (But what to equality, as two realize—this desire to fly freely; where time harbors security, as self is breathing, cleaving to this inner humor: that mystic strength, those joyous calms, while, nevertheless, seeking adventures: that dangerous soul, as tugging emotions, while fulfilling this dread of jadedness: that casual fall, that eternal smile, while reaching until cache fails: that deep contempt, where treacheries appear, or more this needs to rejuvenate daily: that caption in plaques, our memories as propellers, our arcs as restoring beginnings; to opt for longevity, while sealing off disasters, as two become infectious; therewith, are joys, this place of self-worth, our nights as ensuing music).  

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