Saturday, June 3, 2017

Existence by Violins

I spotted owls, adrift blue lights, tugging at jasmine electricity. I clutched, falling by guts, at suffers that effusion; while mother cried, this dying of pages, our volta(s) filled with blood. I shifted by churns, this haunting of souls, seeping at silence: this woman laughing, while cringing convulsions, apparent as cultic miseries; to grip a palm, by tails of hares, fingers steeped in mire; our inmost dreams, as inrush illusions, to awaken clawing at midair: this sign as lethal; this woman as witchcraft; our wounds as elements we function; to abandon caution, while thrust in passions, at mentions this vehicle to mirrors: that deep coma, afflux by blackouts, at terrors to have sexed by delicate veins—that rich enmeshment, entangled in wilderness, kissed as bawling unlocking guts—this reason to perish, a deer by lights, a baby eight weeks to sun-nights: those closed eyes; that dark circle; those precious limbs: too warm a blanket; too cold a crib; as mother’s ribs are perfect exposure. I shifted by churns, enlove with vanity, this terrible excursion—as puddles to algae, or deserts to sands, this combination too close to reach: those soft classics; those visual cartoons; that moon as lit for two—where father by wands, as Bugs by cunning, that hint by tears our Roadrunner; insomuch, as patience, for something leaving, while accorded mercies to plead insanity: those rare gifts, as won with tragedy, at course to have died a legend; as we finally see, this music of wails, at cadence to exist at torches—where series explode, as cold as daisies, our gardens flushed with pink experiences—while set to perish, at arms one vest, to have loved this exit of existence: those furious souls; at reach to touch; at hells to abort life: so extensive our aches; so immortal our fluids; so remote our nesting fumes: that tragic odor, at courses of fevers, while to have loved that untouchable feeling; as deep sickness, to want invisibility, as to venture immortality: that soft kitten, our fingers to ears, our souls at instincts to scratch; as seething injustice, as never to hear your voice, while adrift a anchor of faith: that casual gait, as sexy as Monroe, as deadly as Simone; to have cultured womanhood, so extinct such admiration, as to have morphed into worship: this earthly goddess, as chiseled with scars, while at joys to ruin souls: that sighted loom, as deep for terrors, at mercies to bliss through insanity; as archeries grieving, or souls bleeding, to have met at loses afar; that coarse separation, as reaching into affections, as one worries to no avail; so conscious as irony, to venture upon wrongness, as if such must exist this case: that harsh symphony; that barreling orchestra; that harrowing tragedy; where ours would live, afloat an arc, afforded one kiss.       

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