Saturday, June 24, 2017

Inner Barnacles

We yield by wisdom, conditioned by lights, our daughters swimming clouds—while privileged by rites, our rafts wobbly, our extensions tugging at roots; such as magnifying, our murky glass, pelted by resistance; to fumble excellence, while seizing glory, our dreams to avalanches.  We texture silence, seated by rivers, breathing while animals scurry: our torn tunics; our consecrations; our inner renewals—if but to live, our welkin decisions, as mulct by appetites.       

Shift

What is such madness, this pillage by sacrifice, this space reaching for oxygen?

I face dilemmas; this inward bear; this face of humans…while weary to sights, feeding on instruments, about his mind’s reluctance: fraught by frustration, seated by no-thing, at measures bombarding his brains; this psyche of souls, to perch with resistance, to admire an inner distance.

Shift

We love for closure, our methodic violins, pressure to acknowledge our grays; that palm of seaweed, those joyous attributes, our waves to ethical pains: this grave as breathing, while seizing loins, to defeat as such to revive—that achy curse, to strengthen with time, this inner game of non-romanticism: if but to caves, splayed before our tribunals, to awaken in moisture.

Shift

I’ve known beauty, as seeing so many forms, at arcs impressed by a clear conscience; this place of tyrannies, harvested in brains, as, herein, we die a thousand deaths. Our poets scream; our novelists cringe; our musicians rage through mood-shifts; as all for sameness, this exchange of curses, at woes to capture that tropical feeling; as pure amazement, or sheer weariness, this expectance of inner survival: our blankness; our troubled rhythms; our memories by mirrors.

Shift  

If life is gray, we offend black and white, while acting in black and white; at total disclosure, this rare physics, hereto, a product of human experience; to plead for glory, awakened by behavioral tactics, while forced to adhere to convictions: this philosophy of silence; as sensing for differences; while flabbergasted by those waiting volts; or more to consciousness, as trespassed our vineyards, our souls sensing themselves; that sudden nuance, that shift in intensity, that gaze piercing from crypts our eyes; to examine life, while watching self, afloat dreamy-sadness.

Shift

I can’t erase this feather of information, as logged within memory banks; as pulled by wires, at widths with life, treasured at this vessel of redemptions: that inner tile, paved with islands, at forces to feel that lark; as more to mystery, this science our existence, while warring fires.   

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