Sunday, June 4, 2017

If Measured by Rulers We Manage to Pinpoint Spaces

After loses, we shadow haunting(s), familiar with sketches; this face at portals, as meeting your parents, this fleeting mirage; as built to bury, our arks bleeding, by pictures that hummingbird.  I can’t reach you, unless to reach you, while to perish tyranny; this fretting of souls, as captured insanity, alive but caved in petroglyphs: those abrasive arcs, as searching for violence, where warriors remain ingested: those cutting sparks; this evasive missive; that grown swan at terrors.  We know for truths, this welkin invention, those buttons pushed by mirrors; to see by legacy, this fleet of wolves, as to pinpoint such history; as caved a conclusion, our witty grandparents, that response generated by nerves; as so elusive, those pageant eyes, winning but unseen.  I’m little to senses, while touched by essence, that woman that drilled infinity; as soon to peter-out, that stature of statues, that tribal insanity; to dement our frames, this you in us, bouncing from person to souls; as needed to float, this kef by examination, too gone to return.  After loses, we shadow haunting(s), falling by vestibules that hearse; to see you at silence, so far advanced, ignoring our orientations: those nicking lips; that purpose by destruction; that cut by chance of being seen; to hold us accountable, while to jettison—as losing, this intentional self-loathing.  I should advance, this desert of energies, while condemned to ignore intentionality.  It chimes with brains, as finding excitement, where one is aiding the obvious; as, nonetheless, that neighboring trauma, so close to attics, our banshees seated in our dining rooms; where portraits chatter, as ceilings grumble, our souls to pillars at far those caves—if died his stature, that deep confidence, as to imagine this vicious woman; as father fled, for mother was sick, while a child was nurtured to out-see—this cadence of richness, our cyan prayers, as to meet one angered: those shimmering emotions, as wiser than I, abased but lofty, at rubrics a sheer nightmare.  It channels souls, this haunted house, while neighbors exhaust our shrines; this purpose breathing, as tired of rhythms, searching by glance this monthly visit.  I should retreat, for this is mystic, while all things remain askew: to witness a fortress; as to wreck a fortress; by admissions as giving it powers; where war is mythic, while rebuilding is genius, a series of merging by dynasties.  After loses, we shadow haunting(s), engraved in your soul; whereat, is silence, this tiring of habits, this season of seclusion; to morph atop time, while to remember Sybil, as more a vehicle as chosen a bull’s-eye; insomuch, to aide, by means of self-interests, while selecting reflective images.  I sound paranoid, at chances to have seen, this essence as felt in pits; where mother lives, afforded classes, while morphing through testaments.  It should be life—this welt upon brains, as to induce a spiritual trilogy: that inner matrix; that mental oracle; this woman by math an algorithm; insofar, as nostalgic, forced by existence, as plagued a taste of immortality.            

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