Sunday, December 25, 2016

We Love Christ

We tap into—this infused force, to purchase by concentration: this beloved myth, founded through experience—your eyes my detriment; to censor life, as enlove with life, wanting for understanding; this plagued polarity, sessions at souls, to remember your tremors: this dark place, that irrational fear, to hug me at trembles. It’s long to live, this caged bird, while to hear us singing—of glory this fire, our christic woes, encapsulated in powers; to hush those pains, as ingrained in prints—those paws gnawing at feathers: our delicate cries; our mothers feuding; where fathers stand at a loss. I told a psych, a bit for weary, to concentrate on paranoia; for this is law, to feed that vest, as to perish from offshoots. Its magic that thought, to receive your chi, this mystery by miles; to tumble through seaweed, or chisel at plankton—this deep upwelling; to crawl forever, seated at a sidewalk, a bit too manic too speak; where Chrystal came, this beautiful Wiccan, where fevers grew unto nothing: this life of souls, our christic arts, inflamed through ghosts within; to see you fly, this favorite soul—our nights stationed in chants.

It never ended, but it never started, while to harmonize illusions; this space of souls, piecing realities, to ask a psych a simple question; to receive textbooks, as opposed to truths, enflamed with Sufis; this miracle mile, whereat, are pains, whereto, is experience; to sale a dream, as something of worth, to chant into a frenzy. I know a Zenist, this small woman, as large as glaciers—to forward forever, even our affliction—your eyes sleeping in agonies. I tried to speak, but struck with aphasia, to reckon your mother: this stern woman, that lenient father, as both rotate into tsunamis. It had to live pains, while struck through joys, to consider concentration; to feel it burn, while looming afar, this scar by chase our dreams.

I’m hearing love, rooted in forests, our stumbling humanities; to picture silence, as but a string, adrift a sea of fires; where love is you, painted as forever, to meet God through woman: this blatant challenge, as to open our eyes, this word by chance our segues. I’m hearing chants, adrift through tears, typing as to realize destinies: this flaming pain, scarred for life, as enlove with Christ; this Holy Ghost, this furious Yahweh, to stream unto a trance; where love is pure, this rich experience, to give this life; as to slant a swan, or to plant a geese, this man by shames a goose; where rain is dripping, as sulfur settles, while tenors echo.

I love your voice, as so slanted, to realize it was but a kiss; or more to coffee, to give it all, for that fair affection. I love a Ghost, a man as furious, to writhe closely to zealots; but not to fear, for cultures educate, while to avoid extremes; this thing of love, to hold our peace, while deep into your heart: this place of spiders; this coming through me; this change in temperaments. I loved a Zenist, or maybe a yogi, to feature as a Christian; while hell was afar, our stomachs growled—our reason howled; to feel as pictures, stuck in time, as chanting unto a fever.       

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