Tuesday, December 6, 2016

He Died by Math Her Soulquake


We would to perish, this lethal love, agreed to fly by seven; this immortal wind, akin to crosses, this loft upon fatal skies. I loved an image, to fail its growth, this perish by traffic: our crystal eyes—surprised to live, this sin by arts; to see your voice, painted in murals, this dream-glory-scream. I died a man, to immerge a soul, peering at images; this goddess by dreams, this welkin glance, this subtle disdain; to float our pains, this mortal wound, as afflicting hearts; this chakra by tears, that end to perish, as to live that easy approach: your sable skin; that glen by forest; that time we both admitted—it had to be sealed, this cordial nonsense, as to inflame remnants: this terrible terror, to effuse tragedies, this walk by lights her names. I cried for hours, that inner Bhakti, engaged in mental screams; to clutch for guts, that scudding sensation, to arrive this pitted headache. I know a dream, plaguing his conscience, this woman by souls a millimeter; to pistol afar, that reaming feeling, this bullet by nature a spirit; as frozen arms, that warmth of kindness, as one attached to nuances; to come alive, that keen second, to befriend a feature. It had to live, this giggle by manias, this psych a vision of nomads; that mental chapter, this schism of insights, as perfected with time; to hear that name, to know for history, as one studied in manias; to afford the trite, to explain immortal, as to suggest something hidden. We live by wars, as ends for refuge, as to trust but a few; this gifted daughter, this mother as rival—those days where love was budding. I remember good times, knee-high in treasures, as treated as lions; to find for tortures, that realization, to know that affection lives: this grief by arts, as trekking envy, to understand things as dying. I heard a tear, that morning an earthquake, that afternoon a confession; to venture lights, that illumination, a group of sphinxes: this celestial dream, to receive that loss, as livid for weeks; while deep sensations, that spoke of spirits, as alert to defuse a maze. It spoke of power, as far too rooted, as to resonate in silence. I utter riddles, for most that see, to awaken in others that scream. It comes with time, a flood of rituals, bathing in energies: this lovely dove, too far to reach, at once, this casual muse; to hear that voice, echoed in pains, while passion looms through cities; to touch his heart, as filled with measures, to afford one final admission. I’m fishing dreams, this imperfection, while swans are filled with angers; to hate but love, this father of errors, while a cygnet exclaims contempt. I contemn self, that visitation, as channeled by spirits: to feel her eyes, glaring through nonsense, this formidable cherub. It had to live, this vest of woes, where eyes shredded scales.       

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