Monday, December 5, 2016

Doors

He had to rebel, seated at an entrance—our doors trembling with presence; wherewith, affections, this person by mirrors, attuned to lights; this holy caliber, as so solitary, at once, to concern a psych. It becomes balance, as else a furious flame, when that thing is chased: this essence by force, that sudden demand, while to shift channels. It had to see life, this nine year old misfit, roaming through our cosmic cities; where hell was nuisance, as opposed to normal, this feeling within; to count it as fortune, to have such eyes, as to determine dysfunction. We live with choices, bought at certain turns, expected to impress souls: that certain language; that need for issues; as a solitary man chases—that dream of souls, that mind-filled Isaiah, this arch her brain a maze. He knew by mercy, this deep resistance, as to activate illness: this manic war; this stress by hearts; our bodies acting in rhythms; whereto, this claim, that sky of personhood, to see self as an entity; that deep Savannah, those mystic meadows, those eyes our leaping deers; as asked for mercy, invaded by secrets, sitting at comforts for destruction. We chased a mist, to encounter sprinkles, plagued by this kiss of Spirit: that leering thought; that actualization; that eerie concentration; to ask for kindness, this human’s appeal, where our instincts are hostages: this profound fantasy, at chases for love, as it comes to implode: that want for passion, while selfish to bone—this thing he couldn’t give; as found in normalcy, this loaded invention, as selected for groups; as thus to say—“This is our customs, our islands of wars”; where others fail, as to believe, otherwise, while subject to chasing spirits; as seated rejection, this inner guidance, as to push that inner man; this dream of fools, to find emotions, stirred beyond reason; while life is motion, this curious atmosphere, as to glow in a tiny world. It was trembles to fear, this second as unsung—this ecstatic brain; to find for reason, this inner world, as creating dimensions; this lively force, this trestle of beings, forging our consensus; where fire speaks, as water testifies, where tenets become concrete. He desired fortune, that mystique by nature, that camel to enter that eye; where narrow are roads, this plural passage, to arrive by virtues: this mystic message, as measured madness, while mental mansions; for this was love, this felt confusion, where darkness was taken as life: this wealthy friction; that buoyant chaos; that woman his stems would find.     


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