Friday, December 23, 2016

There’s Something to Idealisms

We want something special, something free; something pure through behavior; this building of portraits, something perfect, free of insecurities; to claim that something, as in part our souls, groaning to perfect perfection; as opposed to chiseling, those weeks of joy—our minds chasing islands; to perish through thoughts, while canoeing downstream, experiencing an upheaval. We accept chaos, while to challenge peace, as to indulge but a fraction. We peer and probe, searching through closets, asking disguised questions.  I’ll shift, as to speak to glories, something tragic as nearing perfection: our richness, permeated with essence, at swings, through growth, our love; something free of mire, adjusting daily—our permanent conversations; to relish in features, to admire characteristics, while satiated by attractions.  It has to feel real—this thing of souls, wanting for nothing more: that casual banter; that furious smile; that soothing gesture—where love defines personas, to see it glowing, suggested—indelible measures; to trek a dell, or sight our meadows, or to plant a wish: that well of stars; while pitching coins; such leprechaun vengeance; as searching for gold, refusing to retreat, invested wholeheartedly. I speak of love, this courageous friendship, devoid of falsehoods. I speak of futures, and loquat juices, and peach and pineapple kisses. I speak of morning breath, that familiar space, while rushing to brush our teeth. I speak of uneasiness, at mere a sentence, while acquiescing at points. It has to live love, this drumming brain—a cello in our far regions; to sing a dirge, as soothed by words, where arts are love this furnace.  We capture an image, as to sadden souls, where many flourish afar—in mere a thought, for love is rich, defined a tinge by selfishness: that aching need, to hear such music, those eyes to study our souls; that want for more, while never enough, at peace with idealisms; to wail afar, this thing of love, painted by soulmate-brushes: to finish a thought; or walk a mile; if but to recapture our love.  I speak of humans, invested dearly—too rich to jeopardize; this inner frustration, peering at society, watching where lions lurk.     

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